Au-tomat-ic!

Now that qualifyings are over, I'm supposed to be overjoyed and go, "OMG! IT'S OVER! IT'S OVER! I AM NOW FREEEEEEEEE~!!" I would have done that, probably jump off a cliff too for the sake of freedom, except I still have the real AS and EOYs to "look forward to." Besides, as Physics was my last paper, there wasn't much to celebrate about. I mean, I wish I could say, "Yay! I failed Physics!" with a huge ear-to-ear grin. D:

Oh yeah, I got tagged. First time in history! *Haha, yes, pity me* As this is a somewhat warm up post and I got nothing else to say, I might as well do it even though no one is going to read it anyway.

the rules:

1. state 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. the 10 people i tag are then to follow what i did and write their own 15 weird things/habits/ little known facts.
3. most importantly, NO TAGBACKS.

I open Photoshop automatically every time I use the computer even when I have nothing to do there.

I go to this particular website automatically every time I open Firefox.

I automatically open 3 tabs in my browser when ever I go online.

I automatically go to the kitchen when I'm bored and open the refrigerator, even though I'm not hungry.

I automatically approach a sink in a public toilet, even if I wasn't doing any "business" earlier.

I automatically...

You know what. I sound like a robot. I'm gonna have to stop there.

I don't know who to tag, and they say no tagbacks. So bleh. I TAG YOU.

Mun paham bisai x ah...

atu bah...stats paper ah...gila x ah. Sasax berabz ku eeeeh. mcm, like, mcm....antah ehhh. Rasa cam kan ditampar muanya atu. antah mua siapa antah, nada ku duli. sasak ku lhhh. bah. vye. hit me vack. Jan lang pkul banaa2 ah. main2 saja waaaa tuu. k. cya~













If you actually managed to finish reading that, I congratulate you and thank you for staying with me through the pain of typing it out.

Yaaaa mam?

ALERT" GRAPHICS OVERLOAD~!!!

Lets push the depressing posts down, and have a read on some meaningless posts instead!

This week has indeed been a very productive week for me, photoshop-ically. I made so many graphics in a short period of time, you wonder when I do all my homework. Guess what, I didn't do them. Yeah, way of stating the obvious XD

So here I am, in an attempt to avoid rants/complaints/emoness, I am going to show off some bunch of crap I made in my free and non-free time! :D

At this Ayu forum I'm in, some people would sometimes request graphics, and anyone can volunteer to make them. And recently, I've been making a lot of the requests.

Here they are. Call them an eyesore, call they awesome. Call them whatever, I'm just here to make a useless post!







And then there's some texture practice with some anime characters.




FANGIRL MODE: OMG MORI AND HARUHIII! <3 I would normally prefer Hikaru and Haruhi, but that picture is just soooooo....*GASP*

And then there were some preview pictures of Ayu's unreleased single covers, and the Mirrorcle World one is soooo amazing that I just had to make something.



I seriously wished Ayu had used this cover instead of the ones she did use.

After that, I was in a mood for downloading her old PVs, and what the hey, lets screencap and photoshop!


















All textures and brushes are from www.celestial-star.net, except for a few. I need to dig my stuff to see where they are from XD

Yes folks, the animated sigs have made their way back! And now, we have reached the end of the meaningless post.

Oh no! Not another rant!

Are scholarships the one and only way to make your parents proud? Does going overseas to study actually prove anything, other than "OMG so smart and so rich one this kid family!"? Is being a good child not enough? I have to admit, I do have some rough moments with my parents, but it's not like I've ever humiliated them or anything. Sure, I've disappointed them, but why must they have high hopes on me all the time? They would say, "it's for your own good". What's the real deal here? Is it because I'm their eldest child and I'm supposed to make all these efforts? Or is it because their friends' kids are better than me, and their dignity is basically crushed when they listen to their friends' stories?

My mother emphasised, "you must get a scholarship. A levels don't mean anything these days." See what I mean? And she continues, "Just three more steps to success, a Degree, a Master, and a PhD." I just don't know how to reply to that. They expect too much. It's probably a way for them to cope with their regrets in terms of their own education level, but why push so much on me?

They want me to have a secure future. Yes, I want that too. I'm not motivated to work hard for it, but I want to. I don't want to depend on my parents when they're supposed to depend on me in the future. But don't push me too hard, or else I'll fall off. (Okay, that was corny, but that's how I basically feel.)

I don't want to mature too soon, I still enjoy my responsibilities-free life. When I said I want to go to Peter Pan's Neverland, sometimes, I really mean it. And I'll bring my laptop with me and invent electricity over there.

You know what, I'm going to have to choose between photoshopping or doodling right now. I have to distract myself from life.