Today.

We were fixing the house in preparation for raya, which is coming in 2 weeks times. The raya which I won't be celebrating except for the compulsory first-day visit to my Grandpa's house. Oh well. I was assigned to decorate the living room =.= no idea why. And we rummaged to old, OLD albums we found in an old cupboard. I was cute, as a toddler. XD hahaha aah, one of the rare happy moments I spend with my parents...

And then, we decided to go to the Gadong Mall, for a quick look of anything we might need. I thought the chances of meeting anyone I know would be low, as always. Turns out, nooo. First one I met was Jyn, whose way of greeting which is smiling in an...amusing way freaked my sister out. Haha. And then I met Aqilah and her sister at Best Eastern. She didn't notice I was there so I poked her. She accidentally pushed a few books from the rack. XD And then I saw Adlan at the Best Eastern entrance, and I was wondering, were they there...together? Hmmm Must investigate. BAHAHA After that, I saw Sya and her brother on my out of the Mall. XD So many people...

Oh yeah, when I was on the first floor, there was an unpleasant incident taking place. There was this old, malay, bruneian couple screaming obscenities to a cleaner. They were rough. One of the few things they said was something like,"Kau ani meliat bini-bini saja!" And the husband was about the hit the cleaner. One thing for sure, it ruined my mood. I went to Chong Hock an BEst Eastern after that, to calm myself. I mean, hello, that was so embarassing. I pity the cleaner.

Lastly, to Pasar Gadong. Bought some ayam salai, is it barbaqued chicken in english? I guesso. Haha looks juicy. Cant wait~

$$$

Do you remember the posts where I complained about this STPRI Jubilee thing that my aunt forced me to join? Where in the end I actually had fun doing it? Guess what? Apprently, we got PAID!!! :))))) BANZAI~ BANZAI~ $50 made me the happiest person in the world! XD Now I shall take up any volunteer job, even better if there is money in it. I remembered the other time when I volunteered, no, forced to volunteer at my aunt's school open day, and got $10. And the other time when I ran out of credit because of contacting do many people during organising my grandpa's birthday party, my aunt gave me $10 easi. Wow. Money which I earn. It is considered income, no? I worked for it! Haha. And who says money can't buy you happiness? So money can't buy you love, whatever. Who needs love when there are other things that make you happy. Like me, Mangas make me happy, Kendo makes me happy, DVDs make me happy~ Maybe I'll even grow old with them, haha.

Don't worry, I'm not obsessed with money, it's just a anecessity in life these days you see. XD

And I notice so many blogs going on hiatus now due to exams. I don;t want to go on hiatus, but I'll update when I want to. XD

I HATE J0000

I had my Malay orals this afternoon. One word, Horrible. Another word, disastrous. My frustrations can only be let out by either words or action. I can't swear, since it's the fasting month, as everybody says =.= So, I want to express my gratitude towards Sulaiman who had unwillingly become my punching bag. Thank you thank you~

The conversation part was about whether private school students have better discipline than government school students? My answer was filled with "Umm..."s. I hate the fact that the examiner was:-

• YAWNING
  
• STRETCHING
  
• CHECKING HER WATCH
  
• LEANING ON THE TABLE

while I was thinking for answers. And she has the nerve to ask me, "Atu saja hujah dayang?" I was insulted and that obviously made me even less enthusiastic to think about the fucking answers. My mum said that that teacher deserved to be complained about for not having...what was it again, teachers' etiquettes? Something like that. "Tidak beretika sebagai seorang guru!" I quote my mother.

Saya berasa tidak puas hati dengan pemeriksa ujian lisan bahasa melayu saya kerana beliau kelihatan seperti membuat ujian tersebut sambil lewa sahaja. Saya sungguh tertekan mengenangkan situasi petang tadi. Saya benci dia.

BLARRRRRRR Even if I was that boring, please don't show it so obviously. Lets just hope I won't fail my Malays because of that stupid oral exam.

Damn it. I HATE YOU FOR STRESSING ME OUT. I AM DISAPPOINTED WITH YOUR MANNERS, WOMAN. AT LEAST I TRIED. DON'T BLAME ME FOR NOT BEING GOOD WITH STANDARD MALAY. I WAS NOT TRAINED.

Tsukareta~

I am awesomely tired. Fuuuu~ I lack energy to study. And I have to go home at 2 everyday thanks to the afternoon classes. What difference does it make from our normal timetable anyway?

I was so sleepy at school. And we had class 'til 1PM. The others went home after that. Faiqa and I were the only ones left because we had no other choice but to go home at 2. :\ Well, since we were both energy-less, we went to the toilet to refreshen ourselves, and went back to our air-conditioned class. I opened my shoes. I needed to be comfortable to ignore the hunger in me DD: XD Haha, so w spent some time "talking" about HSM2. Hahaha so gayyy. And we reminisced our old-time favourite, Tom and Jerry. Heck, I still love that show. Hahaha.

Oh yeah, I also have a confession to make. This is an embarassing one. Few nights ago, at Hua Ho Maggis, I bumped into this Kendo senpai, well, not literally, when I was shopping for fruits with my Dad. He's not one of my regular senpais but a respected senpai nevertheless. He sort of knows me and I obviously know him. HAHAHAHAHA here comes the embarrassing part. I FROZE. In my mind was, okay, how am I suppose to greet a senpai? XD Teachers, you go, "Assalamua'laikum, Cher/Sir!" and with friends you go, "Yo!/Eh kau!/Hai!" But with Kendo senpais, who are not really on the 'friend level', I really have no idea. In the dojo, I would have bow at them, but outside the dojo?! GAAAAAA~ I was lost at words! I was about to bow SUBCONSCIOUSLY, haha but I realised my dad was there and blablabla it's weird. Making it more awkward is that senpai looked like he wanted to say hi too and stuff, AH SHIEEEEEET. I was so shy, too shy, I just avoided him after that. And I literally covered my face with the comic I just bought before that. AHAHAHA I don't think I can look at that senpai in the face anymore after this. *sob* You know, I think this would have been a different matter if the senpai I saw was one the ones I'm okay with. DDD: I wanna hide in a hole now, I just can not forget the look on his face, and what I think the look on my face was....help me cope with this, someone! DDX

Yes you.

Today's the last school holiday...day. Starting tomorrow, we can not bring phones to school. Whatever.

I did something weird today. I saw my gi and hakama lying on my couch. Guess what? I wore it, subconsciously. Not sure if that is weird to you, but I guess I just miss Kendo. (_ _);; whyyyyyyy...

I also haven't finished my econ homework. Well, there's no one to blame but me. Wtf. I don't really care about maths. I'm not saying I've had enough practice, but I just don't feel like doing it on my own. And then someone will go, "But you're on your own for 'O' levels, you know?" Gah.

"Your future is in you hands."

"Where there's a want, there's a way."

"I'll give you a laptop if you get 8 'O's."

"I'll get you a car if you get 8As."

Please, I need MORE MOTIVATION than that. Not saying I'm ungrateful, but it's not working. Thank you.

:3

Today's the first day of Ramadhan. All temptations must be resisted. My main temptation is...swearing. And getting angry. MUST...RESIST... Bear with me, people!

HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MUSLIMS!

I guess that's about it.

Brunei Kendo Annual Dinner 2007

First of all, let me start off with: "I HAVE A SORE THROAT! AND RED PALMS!" This is the result of too much screaming and too much clapping, respectively. Secondly, I HAD SO MUCH FUN. TANOSHIII DA~ Why must it end so soon? (Please be noted that the dinner started at 7Pm and ended at 10.30PM, therefore this is a mere complaint from an unsatisfied person)

So I went there around 7.30PM, and as i entered, my name was announced. "MAJIIIIIIIINNNNNNN~!!!!!!!" Darn, how did that nickname spread...(-.-)

Haha, Zool-senpai and Yazin-senpai became MCs. Hahahaha. That's all I can say. Hahahahahahahahahaha.

And then, we ate. I sat with Nurul, Tiqah, Qisu, Zack, Adeline and Marcel. BAHAHAHA. Everyone was effin hyper. We talked and ate and talked and ate and argue and ate and talk and ate and argue and talk and ate.

After that, entertainment time~!!!! Lessee. Shinchan, yazin, Keem played and sing along with volunteers Kaza, Jyn, Nazzgirl and Nazboy XD Yes, let those nicknames stick.

I don't remember the arrangements, but these were the songs they sang.

• The Eagles - Hotel California
• Guns 'n Roses - Sweet Child of Mine (dedicated to Qisu from Zool XDD)
• YUI - Good-bye Days (GAAAAA sukisukisukisuki~)
• YUI - CHE.R.RY (All YUI fans joined in, including me, but...BLARRRRR)
• Evanescence - My Immortal (Dedicated to Ali from ... who? He arrived right on time to listen to the song XDD)
• Linkin Park - Numb (OMGOMG I haven't heard this song in a long time, sang by the Jins, Jyn and Takayama Jin, bahaha I was the third 'Jin' a.k.a Majin and was supposed to join, but BAHAHAHA.Anyway, LINKIN PARK, I LOVE YOUUUU)
• ...anything else?

And all that time, I kept on bullying Chris. I didn't mean to, it's just that his cheeks were soooo tempting. Yvonne was annoyed. I am now scared of her because she is just like my mother despite being younger than me. :( boohoo

And next, Yazin, with his assistant Pau did demos for two new martial arts he and Pau founded. The first one was jawi-jutsu, meaning 'the techniques of Jawi'. It is the movement of the arms and legs following the strokes of the jawi letters. It was filled with concentration. The movements were smooth and flowing. I was intrigued by it. The kiai was the name of the letter. Alif, ba, ta...

Next was Alphado, which literally mean 'the way of the alphabets". It is another martial art newly established in Brunei, founded by Yazin. This is where the body follows the shape of the alphabets and apply it on the opponent. The applications were very unique. This martial art somewhat requires more raw strength than Jawijutsu, which emphasizes more on the spiritual force.

Both martial arts were interesting. Omoshiroi desu. One day, I would want to learn both martial arts and promote it throughout Brunei. It was indeed a worthwhile demonstration.

...BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Wonders never cease. Or shall I say, among us kendokas, hyperactivity never cease.

I TRIED to poke Nazboi. Damn. THICK skin. My fingers hurt. And then Zack decided to investigate by feeling his hips. gayshit was happening. Soon, they were all sweaty due to - *beep*
After that, Chris went home. Others failed to make me hyper. I decided to a drama. One day, I (played by me) was bored. Then, I saw someone/something who/which caught my eyes immediately. Nazz (played by Nazz). :D Or should I say, her glasses (played by Nazz's glasses). I was bored. I was lonely. But somehow, her indigo, thick-framed glasses attracted me. I snatched it away from her, and we decided to elope. We were hunted by Nazz around the tables, when a kind stranger (played by Mr. Yazin) advised me to be careful. However, Desa Cafe was a small place. We were found immediately and Nazz took it away from me. In order to be close to the glasses, I confessed my undying love towards Nazz. She accepted the green flower stalk which I twisted and turned to become our engagement ring. The background music was 'Hapus Aku'(lit. Destroy Me) [XDD translations always go wrong]. How romantic. All this, for her glasses. Dear Nazz's Glasses, you are the only true one in my heart. Please do not be deceived by my act with your owner.

I'm sorry. I'm still hyper. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

After that,we laughed some more. Poked some more. Pinched some more. And then, my mum came. DD: I WAS SAAAAAAD.

And now, it ends.

It ends tonight...it ends tonight...

Quite literally. This is my last kendo activity before O Levels. I can't come tomorrow.

Oh the horrors.

I shall now cut myself until my arms come off.

Yasumi yasumi :3

Today is Ms. Jenny's last day in MS. Despite all she's done (i.e. screaming, scolding, lecturing) to me, I will miss her. So, we had a surprise farewell party for her. First, we hid the cake behind our attendance file and we hoped she wouldn't notice it until she gets there XD. She came, as usual, maths-talking, until she saw the cake. Her first reaction was, "what's this?" And we all shouted "SURPRISE!!" She was...well, duh, surprised. She ALMOST cried. Took a picture of the cake, and then gave a speech. In the middle of the speech, she choked and began to cry. At that, she ran outside of the classroom and we all assumed, ran to the toilet. After that, what disappointed us was, she came back with a pile of maths past-year papers. CRUEEEEL. Anyway, she thought there was only cake until almost EVERYONE took food and drinks out of their drawers, bags, etc. Funny funny~ The cake! It says, "Thank You for Everything! XOXO MA5N"

Ms. Jenny! Sshhh, she doesn't know I took this!

...Now she does.

My piece of cake! Chocolate fudge! Sukisuki <3 style="font-style: italic;"> TINY. But never fear, for that was only Round One! XD

And the one that deserves the most acknowledgment and recognition, the FOOD. As you can see, we even Have Air Suci. Yes, very healthy people. XD

Then during English, we played a game. It was a game, three people per group, where we look up a word in the dictionary and each of us give three different meanings, we need to convince the opponents that our definition is the correct one and the opponent group should choose which definition is the correct one. We won 3-1. Very good actors we are! XD

After that, we had break time. Went downstairs, change in gi and hakama, saw Lim Han-senpai and Combat-senpai. He brought Liilah's and Oli's gi hakama and Riku's CUSTOMIZED, HAND-MADE bokken. And she said the price was not EXACTLY B$100. DD: And we had a little problem with Liilah's gh. D:

We had a photo session! But Jyn has yet to send the photos to me :(

Oh yeah, we mostly practiced kiai! It was fun! It was the run-through-the-senpais-and-scream-as-loud-as-you-can practice! i love that! Reminds me of the June Kendo Workshop! Kaza and Reno shiai-ed today. Against Yazin, Ali and Combat. After that, with Lim Han. And he was BOGU-LESS. XD Oh yeah, Kaza FLEW in the air...

...yeah.

ANYWAY, japanese class after that. The very, very last one. And Nitta-sensei's not coming back next year. :'( Normally it would be until 1.30, but we decided to extend it til 2 o' clock!

Ja, blog no posuto o owarimasu!

The end.

/EDIT/ I'm sorry I have to end this post in anger. I shall now blabber for a while. WHY THE HELL ARE MOBILE PHONES BANNED IN SCHOOLS?! Those motherfuckers don't have a heart. And a brain, for that matter. Please, explain to us poor, helpless students, the logic behind banning phones? IDIOTS. This is totally unacceptable. Now, they would need to provide public phones at school, but no, we're not going to pay. The school will. Or even better, the government itself, hence increasing government spending. Decades later, this country will be in debt due to a stupid reason. "We banned phones in school so we had to pay the schools' increased phone bill! Pity us!" Hah. We'll just have to increase the phone bills every month. Is this what you do to the so-called future leaders of the country? Well, expect a leader of a rebellion anytime soon.

I don't want to use the stupid excuse (as they call it) that the phones are used to contact our parents blablabla, but it is true. I don't have a fixed time of going home. So I need to inform my parents about that. I fucking WISHED they care. /EDIT/