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/EDITEDIT/ The post below has been in my draft for many weeks now. Didn;t plan on continuing it until sudden ly a friend appeared from nowhere ("cough*wan*cough*) and suruh ku update. So, here it is. lol.




Hello bloggie. Long time no update, huh? Exams and textboks are all in the past now. At least for one month. More like ten more days. Amazing. Time passed like it was nothing. Yet i did nothing worthwhile. Who cares, anyway? So...what happened? Lots. Lets start with the the last day of school.

Saturday, 02.12.06.

Last day of school. Guess what happened? You'll laugh after reading this. I happened to receive the 'Best Students Award' for the category "Best Attitude and Improvement for Economics". You can laugh now. Please. 'Cause I did when I received the invitation for my parents the day before. I only got a B- for Economics and like...an E for the final results! Fascinating huh? You don't know how...embarassed I feel when i had to tell my friends about it. Because I know I don't deserve it. Hah.

Last few days, my mum discovered my report card. Even she said that I didn't deserve the prize after seeing the results. How....guilty-er can I feel? And right now, thinking bout Nisa, who was kinda disappointed yet happy for me to receive the award, I feel more guilty. Bahhhhhh.

But nevermind that, Nisa gave me BamBam! A very very adorable teddy, raccoon! Yeah, Raccoon happens to be my signature animal ever since I bought this specs, you know, the one with thic frames, I'll put up the photos I took of BamBam when I...want to. But the points, it's too...round to be true! Thankies, Sa!

Wednesday, 06.12.06

Japanese Emperor's Birthday Reception! Finally, after many weeks of practice (my ass), we're going to end all of this tonight! We sang Genki No Shawaa (which I think is by Ai Maeda) and Mirai E by Kiroro. I had to buy a new blouse 'cause we know we weren't going to wear happy coats. Sad.

Anyway, there were also japanese kids there, singing Rasa Sayang and one japanese song. They were soooo adorable. Oh yeah, before the performance, we were put into one room, where they also served food, and well, it was so cool. The kids were wearing their kimono, yukata..and other japanese clothes. ANd I et to take photos of some of them and I also got their names. I practically squealed when they answered my questions. The ones i got to ask names for were Takumi, Seiya, Nayumi and Momo. I guess Momo received the most attention 'cos she was definitely adorable. Katak called Nayumi 'Yuya' and Momo 'Mahiro' 'cause they were dressed in kimonos of the colour YUya and Mahiro (from SAmurai Deeper Kyo) wore in the game. LOL, one of the mothers got do mad about the kids running around and making noise and shouted at the top of her lungs. Well, of course, since my firends and I seldom listening to people talking japanese LIVE, we were...excited. Hahaha. Even if it was screaming and shouting. Call us sakai or whatever. Cos we were. Oh yeah, there were also some european-looking japanese kids. I assumed they were half japanese or somehting. Lol. Yamero! Yamero! Haha. One of the kids were screaming that out loud. WTH. Random. XD

Somewhere around the second week of the hols, Monday.

Had a sleepover at Nis's with Katak and Qilah. They were making pancakes by tje time I was there. Then watched a movie which I forgot what the title was, starring Ben Stiller and Drew Barrymore as a couple who was trying to get rid of their old tenant. It was panat. Then, we had dinner, and fooled around in Nis's room-of course, fooling around MODERATELY. XDDD

The next day, we had breakfast, and the climax of the day, DDR-ing!!!!! Dude, how i missed DDR. I know I'm not good but what the hell. Still fun. XD Sadly, I went home at 3. :( AND I JUST DISCOVERED THT MY WHOLE FAMILY WENT TO MIRI!!!!! I mean, I don;t care about that, but I could've at least asked them to get me Three Days Grace's or Breaking Benjamin's album! Damn!

Somewhere in the second week, Tuesday.
Went to the mall with Man, Qil, Azzah and Zul. Watched Happy Feet. Hilarious, man! DAmn. LOL, and i tasted my first tiramisu! Planned to go to Excapade, but inda jadi. Everything went fine,except for the time where we got really bored and i felt sooo...stressed-up. And Qil being so kambang around Zul...calling him Zully...WTF berabissss. I was truly annoyed with her so-called cuteness that she was forcing herself to expose. ANNOYING I TELL YOUUUU

Somewhere around the last week of the hols
Mum and sibs went to KK. Asked them to buy me 3DG's or BB's album again. But the weren't able to find it anywhere. I WAS DEPRESSED. Still am.


And now the hols have ended. How sad. 'O' levels this year. Wish me luck, people.

"Happy" Hols?

Right. Happy indeed. If you call being given maths homework during a 10-DAYS RAYA HOLIDAY happy, then, yes, I will be enjoying the hols.

I know the homework is for our own good and it will help us answer the questions in the exam and stuff, but this is no ordinary holiday. It's raya...helllloooooo! Maybe you think just because you don't celebrate raya, you want to pull us in it too? Maths was the only subject that gave us homework.

So, exam coming soon. What am I suppose to do? Oh yeah. Study. Now let me roll my EYE. Sure, two days ago, I had the courage to open up my textbook and write down notes. But, yesterday, when my maths teacher came in, she said she has a little holiday present to give us. Geez, thanks, we appreciate them very much.

On to the next problem.

My parents, especially my mum, seems to be having problems about me hanging out with Manda. I do admit that Manda and I are total opposites. Too many differences. Some people would wonder, including aunts and uncles, how ever did both of us got along? If I have to write down a list of our differences, it's just gonna waste my time. Whenever I have a sleepover at my grandpa's, I'll go to Manda's first, before walking together to my grandpa's.

Mum would complain, "Why can't you just go straight to Ni Aki? Just who is Manda to you? She's not the one who raised you! You don't have to listen to her every order! She's too socialised! She knows too many boys! Girls like her, what happened to this generation?! Blablalablabla...."

Well, I wish I can just answer all that, you know. But I can't. Well, lets see. Manda is my cousin, the closest one in age. Sure, she didn't raise me, but she was the one I turn to when I have problems, and no, I don't listen to her every order. It's just because I want to, yeah, I want to hang out with her more than I want with my parents and stuff, just because we have that...understanding? I don't know. So what if she knows many boys? So what if she likes going out? So what? I remembered when I was still a kid, many of my older cousins treated me like a baby, I was a bully magnet at my old school, and soooo darn shy. But well, things changed since the past 2 years I've been hanging out with her.

Right. I've blabled too much. And I don;t wanna do maths. Shit. Opps. There comes the magic word.

Mata ashita...nice song..

Hell-o dear blog.

I feel quite...I don't know. Stressed? Depressed? Err. Whatever. SOmething like that. Ramadhan started a few days ago and things are going...quite fine. Yeap, fine indeed. I'm back to my-lazy-procrastinating-self. 3 econ homework overdued. There is one holiday homework (crap...><>

So...should I continue take economics or any business-related subjects for Form six? Yeah sure, I've got another year to go...but should I? I'll decide that next year after seeing the exam questions. ANd my exam results. We'll see if I even pass my o levels next year. Shit, I might the first one in MS to ever fail her o levels. Sure, embarassing much? It might even be major news. Crap. Why did I even agree to go to MS in the first place?

Have you guys ever heard of kopnik pill or however you pronounce/spell it? My mum is making me it eat once a day. It is believed that it can burn 1kg of your fats everyday. Pish posh. Not to disappoint my mum, and since the pill cost $100++ ( ridiculous, ain't it?) along witht this herbal tea, I forced it down. Urh. It makes me feel like vomitting everytime after I eat something. And it cause my mum diarrhea. It's like...trying to limit the food you consume. SHit, this is puasa man.

I got back my bio and chem practical papers. And guess what? I failed both. Yay me. Somehow I have a feeling that I'm the only one who failed chem. Just one more mark to pass anyasy. And yeah, I;m sure that I;m gonna flunk physics too. Crap.

My mum said (yes, mum again) that I should stop sitting infront of the comp and open up a book or something. She also said that surfing the net, reading comics and listening to music is not gonna help me in my future. And that when she was my age all she did was study, study, study. Well, let's just say i didn't inherit my mum's brain or atittude or anything. I guess I'm more like my dad. My mum got straight As for her..what was it...BGCE something? That exam before o levels were introduced? Whle my dad almost flunk his. My mum is an ultimately neat person and has supersonic vision. She can see a tiny piece of paper camouflaged on the bed 50 metres away. My dad..is just plain messy. I could say that I got my mum's looks and my dad's....attitude? Wait..dad is actually quite neat compared to me. But you should look into his car. He likes peanuts and well....you know.

Anyways, the point is, studying is not my thing. Lets just say, whenever I need sleep but I couldn't...just open up a random textbook and read word by word and I'll fall into a deep slumber for sure. Yes, tried it and it worked. Best magic spell for sleeping . And it's not even magic!....wtf.

Maths test this saturday. Gotta sleep. Yeah, sleep. Not study. Like hell I'm gonna. Just wanna prove to Mrs. Jenny that this girl is not who she thinks. I mean, just because I passed the last test for A.maths and Maths D doesn't mean I've improved. Even I was surprised that I passed. Anyways. we'll see what happens la. Don't keep your hopes high.

*sob* hahaha *sob*

Good news and bad news. Which one first? Lets see. People likes to start with the good news first most of the time. But others usually prefer bad news first, good news later. I think I'll just go with good news first, bad news later. Just 'cos I like to disappoint myself.

PRACS. EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!! YEAH BABY!!!!

And quoting my sister, rock bebeh!!

So...my practicals would obviously suck. I don't know which sucked the most. Probable all thre of them. Shit they suck like hell. In chem, titration was full of crap. I mean....when we were supposed to be focusing on the flask...somehow...I kinda.....accidentally daydreamed? And it was over excess. Lol...can't help it. Too many things were running through my head. But I can't believe it. I'm not supposed to be the one who would easily daydream out of the blue you know. Bio...hmm....i seriously do not understand the instructions. Fuck it. How do you exactly cut/slice/chop/whatever the celery huh? I mean, I'm not even aiming to be acook or whatever. But the food test was fun. The question said we were supposed to test urines. Hell. ANd I thought they were real urine. Ugh. But nah..they're not. Bio was the subject that gave the most stress. Cos Sir Bio didn't tell the exam structure and stuff. And then comes physics.........Dude. I almost cried due to confusion. Seriously, what were we supposed to find there? Well, I thank that teacher who I don't know the name...for helping! But still, it was bullshit. Oh, fun bit: during our quarantine, wtf, we weren't studying at all. Fuck, like how the hell can we study when "Scary Movie 4" was playing? Sir Azmi was too nice. Haha..but we got to release our tension, right??? Some were strugling to study, which they failed in the end.

And now, for the bad news, Abang Hisham is gone. Gooooone I tell you~!!!!!He's off to UK this afternoon and we just had to leave the airport early. Shit, he didn't even get to treat us, you know! I mean, for the first time in my life, someone so close to me is going away. So sad. And then my mum's off to UK next year as well, maybe. Not so sure. I hope not, though. So I'm not at all close to my mum, but she is still....mum. Dammit.

Agh..puasa is coming in the next few days and I need to control my bad mouth. It's just for one month riiiiiiight? Seriously, hunger is not the problem. Ok, so it's the second main problem. But me mouth ish zeee maaaaiiiinnn pr0000b. Whatever. Only one month. I will survive.

Anata wa hitori ja nai kara...

Yeay! My first successful....err...what do you call this thing again? Whatever it is...I like it! Except that Maki's picture is not so clear. Sad. Other than that, yeah baby! Bang bang! BANG! I got the screenshots from "Kurosagi". And yesho, yamapi is smiling! Rare view in that drama! And I realy like it!! Haha...

...If Only We Can Grow Money...T_T

Yeah, then I wouldn't have to bug my parents everytime I need money. Well....my wishlist is just filled with mangas, animes and dramas. That is all I want. It's not like im gonna huy clothes and accessories or whatever. I;m not interested in those (except for earrings) at all! And CDs and DVDs survive longer than those stuff. I mean, when buying books or whatsoever, you don't have to worry whether they'll fit you or not. *sob*

*sigh* This is my wishlist. And they are getting longer.

Bleach. (.........)
Midori No Hibi. (In search for anime, Manga Vol.2, & more volumes to go!)
Get Backers. (......Gahh. In search for anime. English version of manga too expensive.)
Fullmetal Alchemist. ( In search of anime. Planning to buy manga.)
Full Metal Panic. ( Anime Set 2. Wheeere are you?)
Samurai Champloo. ( Yes! Found the anime! Complete set!)

New additions.

Shinobi
PS2/PS3/xbox
DDR
*insert any japanese dorama/anime/manga here*

Ok...so the new additions ain't that threatening yet. Right?

To WANA:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

Although, I don't think you know my blog.

Lalalalalalalalala

I watched "Heart" with Man yesterday. Plus Qilah and her boyfriend and his three cousins. Which makes a total of seven people. The youngest cousin of all, Zizi, lol, really freaked out when Man suddenly propoesed him, maybe because his still 12 when Man's already 15. And the big HAHA is, Man said to him, "Will you be my boyfriend?" right infront of this group of guys who were woo-ing Man until she said those exact words.

The story was so damn sad. Argh, but well, to avoid crying, me and Man were like, e.g, at that one scene, the guy so his name and the girl's name carved on a tree, we were like "OMG, don't kiss the tree!" and stuff. XDDDD I don't wana spoil the story to you people. Just go watch it dammit, Irwansyah is hot.

And, at the Mall as well, I saw this Oguri Shun look-alike, with the exact same hair when he was in Hana Yori Dango. Damn hawt! Damnit. Hot.

Oh so hot. XD

I'm melting.

Need to cool myself.

Byebye.

And no, I'm not gonna repeat my byebye like lastime.

bye.

Oh, sorry, didn't mean that.

Bye.

Geek in the Pink

..Or rather, geek in the blue which/who/wtf happened to be me. lolololol.

Great, another day ruined, thanks to the kids. Dad decided to bring Zatul and Apis to "Jungle Gym". Just so that my maid can rest for a while...meaning, I was chosen as the not-so-sacred sacrifice to babysit them. For 2 whole hours. I know a book wouldn't be enough to fill in my time, so...I brought along my homework.

I chose to bring my chem as that was my homework with the least (but hardest) questions. I sat at a table which looked the farthest away from civilisation. Hell, the only proof of civilization in Jungle Gym is just the food counter. Ok, so my table was closest to civilisation. Like the name, it's a friggin' jungle! I was the social outcast in that place. 90% were kids. The rest are parents. And me. The only teenager there, listening to her songs and doing her homework. How sad is that? And you expect me to concentrate in that jungle?! Kids were...were...yelling...screaming...shouting...the parents were not much help. They shouted and chased after their kids and some were even cheering them for god-knows-what. Chem was seriously hard, and with all the noise, its just adding to my stress.

I decided to put my chem homework away, take out a Russell Lee book, and turned on the songs, full volume, penetrating through my ears. Muahaha. Atleast "Utakata" is better than the noise. Damn, very tiring, although all I did was....doing my homework then reading a book. Yes, very tiring indeed.

Stubborn lil shits. Damn them.

*sobs*

.....................Crayons?

Memories...

...that are meant to be thrown away. The humiliating ones. Definitely. While daydreaming during this almost-too-peaceful boring holiday, I suddenly remember this something that happens to be quite embarassing. It has something to do with a certain liquid called water. I just can not drink water. Why? It makes me high for some reasons.

Well, on that faithful day...it was one of the days when we were practicing for the japanese singing thing. It was breaktime. And, thanks to Ms.Zeiti, she supplied food and drinks to us. The drink happens to be water. NOOOOOO!!!! But, before i do get a sore throat, I forced myself to drink it.
And...I can taste coconut in the water. But that water was just plain mineral water. Could it be the taste of the minerals? Could one of the minerals actually be coconut? Oh the horrorz. Someone happened to bring Orang Range's CD, the one with Shanghai Honey. And..I think, due to excess boredom and water....I stood up, went in front of the class..and started dancing. XD I know. Very...random and embarassing.
Soon, other two people started joining me. And we dance all through the song in a very weird way. Don't ask. It was very embarassing how I actually danced with Katak. ZOMFG!!!! Gahhh.

GO away..go away....nooooooooooo...

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I got tons of homework to finish.
Maths D
A. Maths
Chem

SEE?! Tons of'em. And let me warn you, don't judge a homework by the number of subjects. Judge it by the number of questions. I'm dying.

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Me and Man was suppose to go to the mall yesterday to watch amovie. But then my dad said just watch it tommorow a.k.a today. BUt I was not in the mood and instead chatted with her over the phone, laughing over the way my dad called her in the middle of the night telling her to watch the movie tommorow. And how her dad was kinda..."menyamal"-ing for not telling him first about the movie. Dads these days....randomness attack! So, we decided to go out tommorow with Qilah plus her boyfriend plus her boyfriend's cousins. Yeah, fun, here we come!

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So when am i going to Best Eastern?? Damnnnnn...let me go! I need Ouran! I need MAR! I need TSGS! I need Vampire Knight! I need....all those stuff. Please. Or I'm gonna die ou of boredom from this holiday.

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I wanna do my homework. But my dad's sleeping in there right now because the air-cond has already been switched on by me early in the moring. I miss my room already. T_T

And no, I don't wanna do it outside my room due to the lack of coldness.

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I need sleep.
No you don't. You just want to.
I can't help it. I've got nothing else to do. Please.

NO, I CANNOT SLEEP!!!!!!!

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Byebye. Byebye. *Tuti style* XD OMG he's so hot.

XD

Oh crapiolaness attack. I wanna watch Burimyu!!!

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I love bleach so much. I need to read Chap. 242 ASAP! Or I'm gonna die out of curiosity.

Yes, it sounds so easy for me to die.

Gah.

Byebye. AGAIN> I SWEAR THIS IS THE LAST ONE> BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBEYEBEYEBEYEBEYEBEBYBEYEBEBEBYE.

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WTF...I didnt even consume any sugar today. Heck, I haven't even eaten anything. Oooh....consume. Doesnt that make me sound smart? What..I remembered drinking a tin of ice lemon tea for breakfast at 6am just now. That must be it.

Okay. Byebye. SERIOUSLY. *makes serious face*

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BOO!!

Countdown: 2 days

...or 3. Whatever.

So...last day of school is on thursday! And we ish gonna partaaaaayyy~!! LOL. Yeah, right. Actually...w';re just gonna bring some food and celebrate the last day of school. *got shot* Isn't that a party? Yup, minus music and noise.

Well, the point is...holiday is coming~! And I can finally sleep 24-7. Yes, I'm gonna hide all my door keys and eat sleeping pills. And if one knock reached my door, Imight just as well commit harakiri. Although it wouldn't make me feel honourable. But it's cool. But...won't it hurt? And...

STOP BLABBERING!!!!!!!!

...right. I'm pretty blank and don't know what to say. But I still wanna talk. And I am going to. Unfortunately, you guys won't be able to hear me so I'll typ'em down for you. Right. Or left? XD Lame joke. Gahhhh.

Ms. Jenny (okay..so she's actually a Mrs., but we're not used to it) was quite....panat tadi. Like I said, we're gonna have a class party on Thurs, and only our class knows about it. (Simply because only our class is doing it.) And when she found out the list about the food that we were gonna bring, she went shouting, "You did this every term and I'm not invited?! I feel sad and angry with yu people! Im leaving!" And...she did. Instead of feeling guilty, I waved her goodbye. Cos that means the class has ended. Well, obviously she was joking. But she really did left. Couldn't really help it. When Nisa decided to go down to her staffroom and talk to her, she found out, instead of sulking...she was actually laughing with other teachers~!!! WTF??!!! But yeah..she came back few minutes before the period ended and went back out.

Ok. Life is so panat these days. I love it. Stress-free is the way to be. Yeah, right. Stress-free is never me. Obviously. Is there seriously anyone who's stress-free?

Ok. I son't wanna talk/type anymore. 'Dios~!

I need sleep

Fuck it fuck it fuck it. Shit. I don't want to. Shit. 2 days in a row I have to wear baju kurong. Suddenly, SMARTER's gfot another function tommorow? Ceramah ugama?!!!! meaning you have to wear baju kurong? AGAIN?! No fucking way! Bullshit. I thought everything has gone fine after the financial talk shit. Suddenly..."2 o'clock tommorow, ceramah ugama SMARTER." Dude, must i come to? Fuck it. I was planning to sleep the whole day tommorow. I need rest because I haven't got rest since the past few days.SMARTER fuctions, go with Udin to centre, tahlil, financial talk, and now ceramah? And as a student, I've got homework. Gimme a break. Shit.

hurukanan harakiri

I think I've been tricked. I don't think we're gonna listen to the talk later, but I think we are gonna work. Fuck it. And we also have to wear baju kurung. Damn. I'm so pissed off now. I don't wanna go. I don't. But, it's to late. Now, another torture has been prepared for me. 2 1/2 hours. Gosh. Byebye.

Sadness ends when happiness comes. Sadness returns when happiness donesn't work.

Fuhh. Bahas finally over. We haven't got the results yet. But I don't care if we win or lose. It's just a class activity anyways. Lets just hope teacher won't add those marks to our topical tests. If she does...then I will oficially fail it. Other than that...daaaaaamn. My dad's gonna drag me to another financial talk this saturday. >_<;; He made me come with him to this financial talk at this company called Goldex something something last few weeks. And I had to endure the torture. it was 1 1/2 hour of boredom. Gahhh... Help me....

Hair day

I finally cut my hair. And although I don't feel 100% satisfied with it, I'm still happy! My bangs are supposed to be lil bit longer. Other than that, no problem. Oh, and guess whaaat? My maid became the first person to say that I look like a guy. lol. A cute one. In a childish sort of way. lol. And my lil bro is in a state of shock. He keeps on screaming every time I'm near him. Oh well, he'll get used to it. Now, lets check the list. Piercing. Check. Haircut. Check. Drums. Riiiiight. Like that is ever gonna happen anyways. Diet. Hell. No comment on that one.

Ok, adios. for the first time in my life, I'm gonna let myself be vain. XD bye-bye.

Muehuehue

My dad's just got back from Singapore after attending a wedding in Johor. He walked all the way from Johor to Singapore...hahaha. He just wants to jimat-jimat the cost. Aaaaannndddd....he bought me newwwww mangas!! And also, the compulsory order everytime my parents travel, True Singaporean Ghost Stories...now, i have almost the complete collection...except for Vol.1...*sigh*But sadly, he can't find Ouran vol.5....*sob* the one with Hikaru and Haruhi...

This afternoon, Sri Agat Family organised the "Penyerahan Derma" to SMARTER. And I have various jobs that afternoon. When I was still at home, I became my dad's unofficial secretary, typing the programme, his speech and blabla some SMARTER article. And then, during the event, i became the photographer. And I looked so.....different from everyone. The men were wearing the collared shirts and stuff, most of the women wore baju kurung and blouse and things, And me? A t-shirt saying....something, baggy jeans, dirty sneakers, with my very messy hair (I can't find anything to tie my hair with...nothing at all) plus my earphones hanging round my neck. And I looked very moody. Well, I was. Because my dad forced me out of bed. But...when the president of SMARTER, uncle Malai, gave a short speech, he felt very touched that he cried. And well..yeah, that was a very touching moment. Even I felt touched. Touchy-touchy-touchy.

And tommorow, I am FINALLY gonna cut my hairrrr. Rarr. I'm sick of this hair ya noe. Too thick and long...and I really don't like tying it up cos...yeah...well, just because. And if I have time, I wanna shop for new clothes, I need to change my wardrobe. Yeah. Money? Gahh...I'll think bout that later. Muehuehue.

Oh, and btw, welcome back, Lahhhh~!!!

Feelin' (a lil) Good...

I'm feeling fine right now. Yeah. Fine. But not 100% stress-free. Never was, anyway.

I already found a solution to my re-formatted memory card. Yeah. Well, since I lost my adapter, I wouldn't be able to get songs into my phone myself, but I'm planning to burn a CD filled with songs that I want and ask my friend to insert thin her phone and send it to me through bluetooth. Yeay me. Phew.

I also kinda found a solution to my parents' problem with my appearance. What? I'll just wear them when my parents are not around. My parents are seldom around anyways.

I am a very lazy student. Yes, I admit that. My teachers admit that, too. And for the past few days, I've been planning to study economics, because the test is coming up. But, unfortunately, I can't. Because I lost the revision paper. Yeay. Joy-ness. I guess I am meant to fail my subjects huh? Oh, and this morning, at school, my maths teacher threatened all of us, that if we fail the upcoming test, she's going to bring us to the admin. Oh, hell. And she said she's serious about that, too. So she thinks she can make us pass like that? Seriously speaking, insteading of making my want to pass, it kinda demotivated me. Because I'm starting to hate her. Blast that bitch.

Well, whatever. The test is this saturday. I still have 2 more days left. Today, I'm going to enjoy every second of my limited time sitting infront of the PC. Doing whatever I want to do. I don't care anymore. Well, at least for today. I'm gonna continue downloading Ouran and Bleach now. And no one can stop me. Because my parents ain't here. Adios.

How could this happen to me...

First of all, allow me to thank blogger. My MSN space suddenly went bizarre, and I need an instant replacement ASAP. Why? Because currently, I'm feeling quite depressed. Crazy. Frustrated. Hence, the title of the blog. Now, I'll make this my permanent blog.

Two things that are currently fucking up:
1) My parents.
2) My phone.

Reason for No.1, well...they disapprove of my hobby. They said: "This is not part of our culture! I forbid you!" Why don't you guess what my hobby is?
a) Screwing up with some random stranger.
b) Downloading and watching porn.
c) Going out barely wearing anything and spending money.

Answer: NONE OF THE ABOVE.

Yeah...guess what my hobby actually is? Reading manga and watching anime, surfing the internet, listening to music, sleeping and recently....wearing a skull earring. Damn, they just can't accept all of that. Why? Allow me to quote my father :"Because this, this, this, this and this (pointing to my anime posters and earring) is NOT our culture. This music your listening to, rock, hip hop is not our culture. Your clothes, whatever the messages mean, not our culture." Reading the description...do I sound like a bad girl? But I'm noooot. And yadiyadishit about the culture thingie. Well, I'm sorry dearly beloved daddy, but if I do follow our "culture", all I'll be doing is is spending my time at home menganyam all the tudung dulangs and tekiding or whtever you call it. Which also means, according to "our culture", I'll have to wear a baju kurung everyday, instead of my beloved t-shirt. Well dearly beloved daddy, be grateful that I'm the type who wears baggy t-shirts..not those fitted, body-shaped ones. And the skull earring, dammit. It's just an earring. It's not like it means it's a symbol or badge of me joining some occult group and doing gothic stuff laaa. So chill. I'm still your beloved daughter, only older.

Ah, my phone. To be specific, the memory card. Bullshit. I have no hell of an idea what happened. One moment, my phone jus switched off automatically because I forgot to recharge it. Than, when I switched it on, the memory card was said to not be formatted. Duuude. Do you know how stressed I was? I mean...my songs..my photos....argh...

I think I should end here before I start making my eyes swell up. Byebye, new blog.