I HATE J0000

I had my Malay orals this afternoon. One word, Horrible. Another word, disastrous. My frustrations can only be let out by either words or action. I can't swear, since it's the fasting month, as everybody says =.= So, I want to express my gratitude towards Sulaiman who had unwillingly become my punching bag. Thank you thank you~

The conversation part was about whether private school students have better discipline than government school students? My answer was filled with "Umm..."s. I hate the fact that the examiner was:-

• YAWNING
  
• STRETCHING
  
• CHECKING HER WATCH
  
• LEANING ON THE TABLE

while I was thinking for answers. And she has the nerve to ask me, "Atu saja hujah dayang?" I was insulted and that obviously made me even less enthusiastic to think about the fucking answers. My mum said that that teacher deserved to be complained about for not having...what was it again, teachers' etiquettes? Something like that. "Tidak beretika sebagai seorang guru!" I quote my mother.

Saya berasa tidak puas hati dengan pemeriksa ujian lisan bahasa melayu saya kerana beliau kelihatan seperti membuat ujian tersebut sambil lewa sahaja. Saya sungguh tertekan mengenangkan situasi petang tadi. Saya benci dia.

BLARRRRRRR Even if I was that boring, please don't show it so obviously. Lets just hope I won't fail my Malays because of that stupid oral exam.

Damn it. I HATE YOU FOR STRESSING ME OUT. I AM DISAPPOINTED WITH YOUR MANNERS, WOMAN. AT LEAST I TRIED. DON'T BLAME ME FOR NOT BEING GOOD WITH STANDARD MALAY. I WAS NOT TRAINED.