Countdown: 2 days

...or 3. Whatever.

So...last day of school is on thursday! And we ish gonna partaaaaayyy~!! LOL. Yeah, right. Actually...w';re just gonna bring some food and celebrate the last day of school. *got shot* Isn't that a party? Yup, minus music and noise.

Well, the point is...holiday is coming~! And I can finally sleep 24-7. Yes, I'm gonna hide all my door keys and eat sleeping pills. And if one knock reached my door, Imight just as well commit harakiri. Although it wouldn't make me feel honourable. But it's cool. But...won't it hurt? And...

STOP BLABBERING!!!!!!!!

...right. I'm pretty blank and don't know what to say. But I still wanna talk. And I am going to. Unfortunately, you guys won't be able to hear me so I'll typ'em down for you. Right. Or left? XD Lame joke. Gahhhh.

Ms. Jenny (okay..so she's actually a Mrs., but we're not used to it) was quite....panat tadi. Like I said, we're gonna have a class party on Thurs, and only our class knows about it. (Simply because only our class is doing it.) And when she found out the list about the food that we were gonna bring, she went shouting, "You did this every term and I'm not invited?! I feel sad and angry with yu people! Im leaving!" And...she did. Instead of feeling guilty, I waved her goodbye. Cos that means the class has ended. Well, obviously she was joking. But she really did left. Couldn't really help it. When Nisa decided to go down to her staffroom and talk to her, she found out, instead of sulking...she was actually laughing with other teachers~!!! WTF??!!! But yeah..she came back few minutes before the period ended and went back out.

Ok. Life is so panat these days. I love it. Stress-free is the way to be. Yeah, right. Stress-free is never me. Obviously. Is there seriously anyone who's stress-free?

Ok. I son't wanna talk/type anymore. 'Dios~!

I need sleep

Fuck it fuck it fuck it. Shit. I don't want to. Shit. 2 days in a row I have to wear baju kurong. Suddenly, SMARTER's gfot another function tommorow? Ceramah ugama?!!!! meaning you have to wear baju kurong? AGAIN?! No fucking way! Bullshit. I thought everything has gone fine after the financial talk shit. Suddenly..."2 o'clock tommorow, ceramah ugama SMARTER." Dude, must i come to? Fuck it. I was planning to sleep the whole day tommorow. I need rest because I haven't got rest since the past few days.SMARTER fuctions, go with Udin to centre, tahlil, financial talk, and now ceramah? And as a student, I've got homework. Gimme a break. Shit.

hurukanan harakiri

I think I've been tricked. I don't think we're gonna listen to the talk later, but I think we are gonna work. Fuck it. And we also have to wear baju kurung. Damn. I'm so pissed off now. I don't wanna go. I don't. But, it's to late. Now, another torture has been prepared for me. 2 1/2 hours. Gosh. Byebye.

Sadness ends when happiness comes. Sadness returns when happiness donesn't work.

Fuhh. Bahas finally over. We haven't got the results yet. But I don't care if we win or lose. It's just a class activity anyways. Lets just hope teacher won't add those marks to our topical tests. If she does...then I will oficially fail it. Other than that...daaaaaamn. My dad's gonna drag me to another financial talk this saturday. >_<;; He made me come with him to this financial talk at this company called Goldex something something last few weeks. And I had to endure the torture. it was 1 1/2 hour of boredom. Gahhh... Help me....

Hair day

I finally cut my hair. And although I don't feel 100% satisfied with it, I'm still happy! My bangs are supposed to be lil bit longer. Other than that, no problem. Oh, and guess whaaat? My maid became the first person to say that I look like a guy. lol. A cute one. In a childish sort of way. lol. And my lil bro is in a state of shock. He keeps on screaming every time I'm near him. Oh well, he'll get used to it. Now, lets check the list. Piercing. Check. Haircut. Check. Drums. Riiiiight. Like that is ever gonna happen anyways. Diet. Hell. No comment on that one.

Ok, adios. for the first time in my life, I'm gonna let myself be vain. XD bye-bye.

Muehuehue

My dad's just got back from Singapore after attending a wedding in Johor. He walked all the way from Johor to Singapore...hahaha. He just wants to jimat-jimat the cost. Aaaaannndddd....he bought me newwwww mangas!! And also, the compulsory order everytime my parents travel, True Singaporean Ghost Stories...now, i have almost the complete collection...except for Vol.1...*sigh*But sadly, he can't find Ouran vol.5....*sob* the one with Hikaru and Haruhi...

This afternoon, Sri Agat Family organised the "Penyerahan Derma" to SMARTER. And I have various jobs that afternoon. When I was still at home, I became my dad's unofficial secretary, typing the programme, his speech and blabla some SMARTER article. And then, during the event, i became the photographer. And I looked so.....different from everyone. The men were wearing the collared shirts and stuff, most of the women wore baju kurung and blouse and things, And me? A t-shirt saying....something, baggy jeans, dirty sneakers, with my very messy hair (I can't find anything to tie my hair with...nothing at all) plus my earphones hanging round my neck. And I looked very moody. Well, I was. Because my dad forced me out of bed. But...when the president of SMARTER, uncle Malai, gave a short speech, he felt very touched that he cried. And well..yeah, that was a very touching moment. Even I felt touched. Touchy-touchy-touchy.

And tommorow, I am FINALLY gonna cut my hairrrr. Rarr. I'm sick of this hair ya noe. Too thick and long...and I really don't like tying it up cos...yeah...well, just because. And if I have time, I wanna shop for new clothes, I need to change my wardrobe. Yeah. Money? Gahh...I'll think bout that later. Muehuehue.

Oh, and btw, welcome back, Lahhhh~!!!

Feelin' (a lil) Good...

I'm feeling fine right now. Yeah. Fine. But not 100% stress-free. Never was, anyway.

I already found a solution to my re-formatted memory card. Yeah. Well, since I lost my adapter, I wouldn't be able to get songs into my phone myself, but I'm planning to burn a CD filled with songs that I want and ask my friend to insert thin her phone and send it to me through bluetooth. Yeay me. Phew.

I also kinda found a solution to my parents' problem with my appearance. What? I'll just wear them when my parents are not around. My parents are seldom around anyways.

I am a very lazy student. Yes, I admit that. My teachers admit that, too. And for the past few days, I've been planning to study economics, because the test is coming up. But, unfortunately, I can't. Because I lost the revision paper. Yeay. Joy-ness. I guess I am meant to fail my subjects huh? Oh, and this morning, at school, my maths teacher threatened all of us, that if we fail the upcoming test, she's going to bring us to the admin. Oh, hell. And she said she's serious about that, too. So she thinks she can make us pass like that? Seriously speaking, insteading of making my want to pass, it kinda demotivated me. Because I'm starting to hate her. Blast that bitch.

Well, whatever. The test is this saturday. I still have 2 more days left. Today, I'm going to enjoy every second of my limited time sitting infront of the PC. Doing whatever I want to do. I don't care anymore. Well, at least for today. I'm gonna continue downloading Ouran and Bleach now. And no one can stop me. Because my parents ain't here. Adios.

How could this happen to me...

First of all, allow me to thank blogger. My MSN space suddenly went bizarre, and I need an instant replacement ASAP. Why? Because currently, I'm feeling quite depressed. Crazy. Frustrated. Hence, the title of the blog. Now, I'll make this my permanent blog.

Two things that are currently fucking up:
1) My parents.
2) My phone.

Reason for No.1, well...they disapprove of my hobby. They said: "This is not part of our culture! I forbid you!" Why don't you guess what my hobby is?
a) Screwing up with some random stranger.
b) Downloading and watching porn.
c) Going out barely wearing anything and spending money.

Answer: NONE OF THE ABOVE.

Yeah...guess what my hobby actually is? Reading manga and watching anime, surfing the internet, listening to music, sleeping and recently....wearing a skull earring. Damn, they just can't accept all of that. Why? Allow me to quote my father :"Because this, this, this, this and this (pointing to my anime posters and earring) is NOT our culture. This music your listening to, rock, hip hop is not our culture. Your clothes, whatever the messages mean, not our culture." Reading the description...do I sound like a bad girl? But I'm noooot. And yadiyadishit about the culture thingie. Well, I'm sorry dearly beloved daddy, but if I do follow our "culture", all I'll be doing is is spending my time at home menganyam all the tudung dulangs and tekiding or whtever you call it. Which also means, according to "our culture", I'll have to wear a baju kurung everyday, instead of my beloved t-shirt. Well dearly beloved daddy, be grateful that I'm the type who wears baggy t-shirts..not those fitted, body-shaped ones. And the skull earring, dammit. It's just an earring. It's not like it means it's a symbol or badge of me joining some occult group and doing gothic stuff laaa. So chill. I'm still your beloved daughter, only older.

Ah, my phone. To be specific, the memory card. Bullshit. I have no hell of an idea what happened. One moment, my phone jus switched off automatically because I forgot to recharge it. Than, when I switched it on, the memory card was said to not be formatted. Duuude. Do you know how stressed I was? I mean...my songs..my photos....argh...

I think I should end here before I start making my eyes swell up. Byebye, new blog.