I hate money.
The only reason I ever claimed that I love money is because money enables me to get what I want. Therefore making me the happiest person to live in the world.
And now I hate it because it's never there nowadays. Money is so SCARCE and it's annoying the hell out of me because I want a lot of things right now and the only thing holding me back from owning them is MONEY. Life sucks without money. Hate it, but can't live without it, huh?
Do I sound like a hypocrite?
*cries and runs to bed*
Friday, April 25, 2008
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Say hello to Kanon!
Kanon Wakeshima is very hauntingly cute.
Who?
Her!
She's a vocalist and a celloist, currently being produced by Mana, leader of visual kei band Malice Mizer. Been playing the cello since 3 years old, what else would you expect?
Honestly, I don't really listen to this kind of music much, but she looks so...doll-like and I was naturally curious. And she's still 19!
The song is currently being used as Vampire Knights' Ending theme, very fitting eh?
I can't wait to hear more from her! :D
Who?
Her!
She's a vocalist and a celloist, currently being produced by Mana, leader of visual kei band Malice Mizer. Been playing the cello since 3 years old, what else would you expect?
Honestly, I don't really listen to this kind of music much, but she looks so...doll-like and I was naturally curious. And she's still 19!
The song is currently being used as Vampire Knights' Ending theme, very fitting eh?
I can't wait to hear more from her! :D
Saturday, April 19, 2008
I LOVE YUI
I just finished watching YUI- Live at Budokan. It's a pretty short 20-minute live. She sang It's Happy Line, Life, LOVE & TRUTH, RUIDO, Jam and TOKYO. IT'S SOOOO AMAZING. I miss listening to her, and this is the first time I watched her performed live and I think I like em better than the recordings.
First she opened with 'It's Happy line', sitting on the floor only with her guitar and a candle, just like in Taiyou no Uta!! 0: All spotlights focused on her, and the audience concentrated. It was very quiet, and when she started singing, my heart fluttered. I love how her voice echoed, I think that's what made it more awesome than recordings.
After that very calm opening, a rock music began to play, and YUI started singing LIFE. *sigh* She's so cool.
She sang LOVE & TRUTH after that. I've never heard of that song, and when I did, it was love at first..hearing? I just love the music, the orchestra, her voice <3
She did a guitar solo after that, sort of? aS an opening for the next song, RUIDO. Pretty fast-paced that song is!
And came the closing, TOKYO. The way she sang it was soooo calm and peaceful. When the cameras turned to the audience they cried! I felt so sad too, seeing it come to a closing. Tokyo made a pretty awesome closing!
I fell so much in love with her songs, and I just downloaded I LOVED YESTERDAY. lol. <3
First she opened with 'It's Happy line', sitting on the floor only with her guitar and a candle, just like in Taiyou no Uta!! 0: All spotlights focused on her, and the audience concentrated. It was very quiet, and when she started singing, my heart fluttered. I love how her voice echoed, I think that's what made it more awesome than recordings.
After that very calm opening, a rock music began to play, and YUI started singing LIFE. *sigh* She's so cool.
She sang LOVE & TRUTH after that. I've never heard of that song, and when I did, it was love at first..hearing? I just love the music, the orchestra, her voice <3
She did a guitar solo after that, sort of? aS an opening for the next song, RUIDO. Pretty fast-paced that song is!
And came the closing, TOKYO. The way she sang it was soooo calm and peaceful. When the cameras turned to the audience they cried! I felt so sad too, seeing it come to a closing. Tokyo made a pretty awesome closing!
I fell so much in love with her songs, and I just downloaded I LOVED YESTERDAY. lol. <3
YUI IS SOOO CUTE!
Thursday, April 17, 2008
You go die. I happy.
I am very pissed, very bored today, since this morning. But you didn't see me looking all emo or moody, you see me being very unusually loud and sarcastic. Especially druing training. I guess that was where my boredom reached the maximum level. We had ashi sabaki training, so it was pretty quiet. Also, I was pretty annoyed to some point by certain someone. I don't know why, but I just wanted to let out my frustration, so I just turned loud, just to annoy the others. Oh were they pretty annoyed. I do find one of them pretty amusing though.
It was during Kaza's and Yazin's ji-geiko/shiai, and I was commenting on the shininess of Kaza's Do compared to Yazin's. "That's because she waxed it. Wait....that came out wrong."
"Wow, no wonder it's so shiny! And hairless!"
You get the joke? XD I was just awesomely bored okay.
I wonder if the others think I was just being loud to grab some attention. Well, honestly? No. I don't care, anyway. I was just pissed, VERY PISSED. What a way to let it out huh? Being hyper and all, annoying people. Wow.
As soon as I got into the car, I turned quiet. And when I met my sisters at home, the anger and exhaustion finally kicked in. They became the victims. Haha. Losers.
It was during Kaza's and Yazin's ji-geiko/shiai, and I was commenting on the shininess of Kaza's Do compared to Yazin's. "That's because she waxed it. Wait....that came out wrong."
"Wow, no wonder it's so shiny! And hairless!"
You get the joke? XD I was just awesomely bored okay.
I wonder if the others think I was just being loud to grab some attention. Well, honestly? No. I don't care, anyway. I was just pissed, VERY PISSED. What a way to let it out huh? Being hyper and all, annoying people. Wow.
As soon as I got into the car, I turned quiet. And when I met my sisters at home, the anger and exhaustion finally kicked in. They became the victims. Haha. Losers.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
I'm back!
Not that anyone noticed. You see, my computer broke down a few days ago, so Internet was basically a scarce resource. Then again, I heard eSpeed had problems as well, so I guess I'm not the onl one missing my internet dosage. XD
But you know what made me REALLY depressed? No photoshop. D: Do you understand how horrid life was?! I had some unfinished works that I was dying to get over with. I don;t know, I just have that habit of mustmustmust complete this particular thing I work on. Mum won't let me use her laptop too. :/
So for the past few days, I stayed back at school, and only resorted to watching some DVDs. Another problem arose, I had no DVDs. Well, none which I wanted to watch anyway. I tried to take afternoon naps, just to reduce my torture with boredom, but it wasn't helping because I was too depressed to sleep. D: Anyway, yeah, hi.
But you know what made me REALLY depressed? No photoshop. D: Do you understand how horrid life was?! I had some unfinished works that I was dying to get over with. I don;t know, I just have that habit of mustmustmust complete this particular thing I work on. Mum won't let me use her laptop too. :/
So for the past few days, I stayed back at school, and only resorted to watching some DVDs. Another problem arose, I had no DVDs. Well, none which I wanted to watch anyway. I tried to take afternoon naps, just to reduce my torture with boredom, but it wasn't helping because I was too depressed to sleep. D: Anyway, yeah, hi.
Monday, April 07, 2008
SHUYA OVERLOAD.
PICTURES OVERLOAD. SERIOUSLY.
Do you know how OBSESSED I am with Ayu? Hahaha. Thanks to her, my dad bought an external hard disc for me because the computer's been lagging ever since I downloaded her songs and PVs. I mean, there's a heck lot of them, totaling up to 11GB. Of course, that includes other stuff too, but Ayu made the most of it. XD Oh, and have I mentioned how much in love I am with this dancer of hers? Okay, not love, more like, obsession as well? I mean, um, it's hard to explain. His name is Mizuno Shuya, (kyaaaah OMG FANGIRL MODE, I haven't been in this mode for a long time) and recently, he's been paired up with Ayu for quite a lot of stuff.
Lets see, in PVs, he's the main dude in My Name's WOMEN (the main...gigolo? The almost-kiss scene and the sudden push off the stage was pretty awesome) and part of Me (he's a prince here, other dancers were...his MINIONS XD) and very discreetly in Blue Bird, although I guess it was pretty obvious to us fans. XD
Screencaps from my Name's WOMEN (my first graphics ever, like...many months ago), part of Me, and Blue Bird.
And during live concerts, he dances alot with Ayu. It started in CDL 06-07 I think, when he starts to be Ayu's dancing partner for most of the time, and in AT07 Tour of Secret, the AyuShuya thing seems to be increasing. He was paired with Ayu in the short video for Taskinst, he had the most..."moments" with Ayu in 'Until that Day', as the prince again in part of Me, and well, Ayu's dancing partner in 'appears'.
Of course all of the above are crappy graphics made by me. Screencaps from taskinst, appears and Until That Day respectively :D
In a-nation 07, he did a solo for Fated. Sweet, sweet abs!:3 Weird dance, but the interaction was just so nice, and sweaty! Both of them were!
You can clearly see their bodies glistening in the light, thanks to the sweat. Just imagine how close both of them were! I think this was where I actually fell for him. XD
In CDL07-08, he did a solo for Fated again, and I was wondering, did he lose his abs or something? Never mind, I still like him. And now, AT08 just starting, and in a fan report, it was mentioned that Shuya made more appearance with Ayu! Yaaaay~ Seriously, her other dancers didn't get this much solos, man. I wonder how much do they hate him. I heard rumours that one of her male dancers left when Shuya first came because of some conflict with him...whoa?
He's not hot, no. I admit it. As what the others call him, alien-eyes. He has this huge eyes, kinda like Ayu's. I guess that's why she likes to be paired up with him? But he's tall. He's definitely frickin tall.
from 'appears' AT07
See the height difference? Poor Ayu had to look up so high, and yes, of course she's wearing heels. She's 158cm tall and she reaches up to his shoulder. Tall enough?
Okay, I love Ayu. I love her music, her songs. I listen to Ayu songs because of Ayu. But can I say that I watch her performances because of Shuya? And that, my friends, make up most of the Ayu videos I now have in my brand new HD. XD I do like some of her performances because of the extravagance of it all, but yeah, Shuya, main attraction. Her other male dancers are hot too, but Shuya just caught my eye earlier than the others. So basically, even though Ayu won't be pairing up with Shuya as much, as long as he's there, yay! Other one I love is Zin. But I don't have much to say about him. He seems closer to Ayu though, off stage and stuff. Nevermiiind.
Ayu featuring so much of Shuya, and their look-alikeness, especially in my name's WOMEN, him and his make-up lol, made some fans think that they are siblings. Long-lost siblings to be precise. See, Ayu's father left when Ayu was two. Shuya is one year younger than Ayu. And on more ridiculous notes, the mirror in their names. shUYA and AYUmi.
And as much as I like Ayu-Shuya on stage pair, for them to go out in real life...um. Kinda awkward. She'll be the other Britney! Darn! And if that happens, Shuya wil most likely stop being Ayu's dancer to avoid conflicts. Kinda like a rule in the celelbrity world to not feature your lover in something you do. And I'll be sad and stopped downloading Ayu videos or buying Ayu DVDs because Shuya won't be there anymore! So I don't want it to happen, personally. Selfish me.
This is seriously the first time I am so much more into the background 'items' than the singer itself. XD But really, I do love Ayu. She's hot too, okay! Very cute, my likes. It was her being oh-so-pretty that first attracted me, but then I fell for her music. Story like that, you see? And do you know how obsessed I am with Shuya, that I even used his name on my handball jersey? I know we're not going to use it all the time, so I guess that's why I did it? I wrote down "Shu-M'. Hahahahahaha laaaame, I know. I don't want to fully write 'Shuya', nor do I want to use "Maj-S'. So yeah. Hence, Shu is not the name of my crush, real-life crush, you guys say. I don't even have one. Just Ayu and Shuya. XD But in this case, I chose Shuya over Ayu. <3 SORRY AYU!
Wow, a whole post dedicated to Shuya. I'd be sad when this obsession will be over. It can happen anytime, as I've come to realise. This is only because Froggy isn;t here. If she was, I wouldn't have to do all this. Blame her X(
Do you know how OBSESSED I am with Ayu? Hahaha. Thanks to her, my dad bought an external hard disc for me because the computer's been lagging ever since I downloaded her songs and PVs. I mean, there's a heck lot of them, totaling up to 11GB. Of course, that includes other stuff too, but Ayu made the most of it. XD Oh, and have I mentioned how much in love I am with this dancer of hers? Okay, not love, more like, obsession as well? I mean, um, it's hard to explain. His name is Mizuno Shuya, (kyaaaah OMG FANGIRL MODE, I haven't been in this mode for a long time) and recently, he's been paired up with Ayu for quite a lot of stuff.
Lets see, in PVs, he's the main dude in My Name's WOMEN (the main...gigolo? The almost-kiss scene and the sudden push off the stage was pretty awesome) and part of Me (he's a prince here, other dancers were...his MINIONS XD) and very discreetly in Blue Bird, although I guess it was pretty obvious to us fans. XD
Screencaps from my Name's WOMEN (my first graphics ever, like...many months ago), part of Me, and Blue Bird.
And during live concerts, he dances alot with Ayu. It started in CDL 06-07 I think, when he starts to be Ayu's dancing partner for most of the time, and in AT07 Tour of Secret, the AyuShuya thing seems to be increasing. He was paired with Ayu in the short video for Taskinst, he had the most..."moments" with Ayu in 'Until that Day', as the prince again in part of Me, and well, Ayu's dancing partner in 'appears'.
Of course all of the above are crappy graphics made by me. Screencaps from taskinst, appears and Until That Day respectively :D
In a-nation 07, he did a solo for Fated. Sweet, sweet abs!:3 Weird dance, but the interaction was just so nice, and sweaty! Both of them were!
You can clearly see their bodies glistening in the light, thanks to the sweat. Just imagine how close both of them were! I think this was where I actually fell for him. XD
In CDL07-08, he did a solo for Fated again, and I was wondering, did he lose his abs or something? Never mind, I still like him. And now, AT08 just starting, and in a fan report, it was mentioned that Shuya made more appearance with Ayu! Yaaaay~ Seriously, her other dancers didn't get this much solos, man. I wonder how much do they hate him. I heard rumours that one of her male dancers left when Shuya first came because of some conflict with him...whoa?
He's not hot, no. I admit it. As what the others call him, alien-eyes. He has this huge eyes, kinda like Ayu's. I guess that's why she likes to be paired up with him? But he's tall. He's definitely frickin tall.
from 'appears' AT07
See the height difference? Poor Ayu had to look up so high, and yes, of course she's wearing heels. She's 158cm tall and she reaches up to his shoulder. Tall enough?
Okay, I love Ayu. I love her music, her songs. I listen to Ayu songs because of Ayu. But can I say that I watch her performances because of Shuya? And that, my friends, make up most of the Ayu videos I now have in my brand new HD. XD I do like some of her performances because of the extravagance of it all, but yeah, Shuya, main attraction. Her other male dancers are hot too, but Shuya just caught my eye earlier than the others. So basically, even though Ayu won't be pairing up with Shuya as much, as long as he's there, yay! Other one I love is Zin. But I don't have much to say about him. He seems closer to Ayu though, off stage and stuff. Nevermiiind.
Ayu featuring so much of Shuya, and their look-alikeness, especially in my name's WOMEN, him and his make-up lol, made some fans think that they are siblings. Long-lost siblings to be precise. See, Ayu's father left when Ayu was two. Shuya is one year younger than Ayu. And on more ridiculous notes, the mirror in their names. shUYA and AYUmi.
And as much as I like Ayu-Shuya on stage pair, for them to go out in real life...um. Kinda awkward. She'll be the other Britney! Darn! And if that happens, Shuya wil most likely stop being Ayu's dancer to avoid conflicts. Kinda like a rule in the celelbrity world to not feature your lover in something you do. And I'll be sad and stopped downloading Ayu videos or buying Ayu DVDs because Shuya won't be there anymore! So I don't want it to happen, personally. Selfish me.
This is seriously the first time I am so much more into the background 'items' than the singer itself. XD But really, I do love Ayu. She's hot too, okay! Very cute, my likes. It was her being oh-so-pretty that first attracted me, but then I fell for her music. Story like that, you see? And do you know how obsessed I am with Shuya, that I even used his name on my handball jersey? I know we're not going to use it all the time, so I guess that's why I did it? I wrote down "Shu-M'. Hahahahahaha laaaame, I know. I don't want to fully write 'Shuya', nor do I want to use "Maj-S'. So yeah. Hence, Shu is not the name of my crush, real-life crush, you guys say. I don't even have one. Just Ayu and Shuya. XD But in this case, I chose Shuya over Ayu. <3 SORRY AYU!
Wow, a whole post dedicated to Shuya. I'd be sad when this obsession will be over. It can happen anytime, as I've come to realise. This is only because Froggy isn;t here. If she was, I wouldn't have to do all this. Blame her X(
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Bullfish.
So like, the deadline for the AS Exams application is this saturday. I obviously want to take the exam, I'm just still undecided about which subject to take. I definitely do not want to leave all subjects to next year's June, that's to far away. I'm definitely taking Maths, since our syllabus is going to finish around June anyway, so while it's still in my memory, I better do it. Other than that, it's either Econs or Physics. I'm planning on taking Econs, though. I just think that Physics is...too much for now? I wish I can just take all three, but naaaah. I don't want to read for both Econs and Physics, so yeah. I just wish I can take GP so that I can get rid of it as soon as possible, but bleah, they already mentioned it in the conditions. Damn.
Parent-teacher meet this Saturday as well. Oh gaaawd. My dad is probably coming. The only teacher I definitely don't want him to see is my Stats teacher. I'm not really...a hard-working student in his class. D: So that leaves Econs, Pure, GP and Phys. But who should I let him meet for Phys? I have 3 frickin teachers. Officially is Mdm Koo, but she's away. Ah man, just not let him go see lah.
I am in so many frickin delimma right now~ Aaaah~
Parent-teacher meet this Saturday as well. Oh gaaawd. My dad is probably coming. The only teacher I definitely don't want him to see is my Stats teacher. I'm not really...a hard-working student in his class. D: So that leaves Econs, Pure, GP and Phys. But who should I let him meet for Phys? I have 3 frickin teachers. Officially is Mdm Koo, but she's away. Ah man, just not let him go see lah.
I am in so many frickin delimma right now~ Aaaah~
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