Boohoo you.

I demand you to read a post on Muizzah's blog which she did at 03:56, Monday, 19 May 2008. (Only way to link it because she doesn't have a direct link to that post XD) Sigh, Econ's class. I heart it. It's basically the only class I would look forward to (except when an econ test appeared to gobble you up) That's why I'm sad when Econ periods are early in the morning. Because all the fun would be gone by 8.30. I wonder what will happen next year, since Ms. Jess claims that every class she teaches will turn dull by the start of PU2. Ah well, should be fun while it last. And I hope that it will last LONGER. >:D

We had surprise birthday party for Muizzah in Econs this morning. It was so bizzare. I just went into class, and dumped all my stuff, files and shinai and whatnot, all onto the table when Sya ran away from Muizzah with a bag in her arms. She wanted me to go to the canteen with her to grab some stuff, and we RAN to the canteen. XD Got a couple of spoons and went back. OMG, the cake that Sya made was delish. I WANT MORE. Hey Sya, we should make an "E.Lit speak code" for delicious. XD And Ms Jess supplied some chips for us to munch on while she taught us Exchange Rates. LOL, imagine that.

And then came GP. We drew some environmental problems. My drawing was a sketch of a daddy and son Orang Utan sitting on top of a sky scraper, staring at the forest that was being cut down. What else....? *skip*

Maths. Trig test. *shivers* ... *skip*

Kendo! Ah, a thing I used to be obsessed about. Don't get me wrong, I still love it. I still get excited when I'm about to go to training. ...But I just don't. Not anymore. The only trainings I go to is the CCA. They wondered why I no longer go to the Sunday training. I think, it's because I'm lazy. I'm sorry to say that. Besides, Kendo isn't the only thing I;m lazy at nowadays. Homework too. But I've always been lazy in doing homework. Hey, at least I kiai during training. >.> Not as loud...but who cares, the others aren't loud as well. >.> I know I'm not supposed to say that, but psssh. Talk about lack of motivation.


Oh. Eeeek. 6 Econs essay due on Saturday. JOOOY~ Did I say I love Econs?

This could probably listed as one of the worst days of my life. Well, actually not yet, since I haven't gone to the clinic so I wouldn't know what's gonna happen, which might probably enhance the probability of this being my worst day of my life.

Today, I got hit by a ball. A handball ball to be exact. I was the goalkeeper again. Sigh. A guy threw the ball at me again. But this one seemed more serious. You see, the ball hit me right in the eye. Good thing the girl's toilet was close to the goal post. I closed my eyes, I think it was by reflex, and ran straight into the toilet. Tears just started streaming down my face. Friends said it was a stimulus, because I swear, I did not cry. :p And then it didn't stop. Damn, to think that Hazirah wished me good luck at the start of the game. I am so jinxed. I did feel a little dizzy, but I didn't think much of it. BTW, Riku said the guy who hit me looked pretty guilty during the game while I was in the toilet, I just want to say that it's no big deal. I hope. I was still sobbing when he came to apologise, wasn't all that clear, but oh well. Also, thanks to the medic, and also some non-medics who helped me out in the toilet. Maybe that's how I managed to carry on crying, I was touched. XD But being the centre of attention isn't that comfortable.

And then came break time. As usual, had some food with Nisa, Fadz and Faiqa. I actually felt pretty okay, although my eye felt like it was being compressed, yet it's...not.

Then came Econs class. It was normal, I was feeling alright, but a little drowsy, which they say isn't really a good sign. Ms. Jess noticed, so she asked. I didn't know how to tell her, so I told her to ask Ani, who was with me during PE. Then, Ms. Jess made me go to HEP to rest. Ming Rui took the advantage to come with me and Zirah, lol. But no way am I staying there alone, despite the teachers there being pretty nice off-duty. So I went back to class after filling in a permission form to leave early, feeling pretty weak. My eyes weren't watery anymore, so I lied back. Ms Jess was talking to Sya at that moment, when she suddenly broke down. She was sobbing really bad and I didn't want to look at her, burying my head in my arms. I took a glance and saw Baz started crying too, at the same time Zirah said, "I feel like crying." At that point, I started to cry too. Now I don't know whether it was the pain or Sya. *sigh* Everyone just started tearing. All the girls, except for Kelvin. He looked pretty freaked out. Ms. Jess was the only calm one. She talked to Sya, and after a few moments, I think she said something funny, which made everyone burst out laughing. I didn't hear it, but I just joined the laughter. :) You could say we had a minor case of mass hysteria. Well, not really hysteria, it's just that, when one of us started to cry, everyone just did. It was a pretty emotional class for all of us. At the same time, Ms. Jess was also checking whether I was okay.When everyone was pretty calmed down, we planned a bowling trip soon. See how awesome Ms. Jess is? <3

Oh man, you suck.

I don't normally go out to dinner with my family. Most of the time it's because I'd be full by dinner time because of the snacks I usually much in the afternoon after school. My sister or my dad gets pretty pissed and tired of me saying "no", so when they decided to go out today, I didn't think it hurt to fill in my tummy just to make them happy. Ah. Hah. Damn. Must be the wrong night. Dad was sick, I was sleepy, Mum was complaining about the restaurant, my two sisters being brats, it was indeed a splendid dinner. They have no idea how much happier I would be sitting in front of the laptop.

I don't understand why they have to be upset when I reject going out with them. I mean, dinner isn't necessarily the only thing you could bond over. Sheesh, and they complain for me not being cooperative and not caring. We can't even have a decent light conversation without all the lectures that come out of no where. I don't know why we can't choose any other time for that. I always get turned off eating whenever they do that. Stop blaming us if the "rezeki inda datang".

Enough with the emoness.

Dear bloggie, today we had a visit to Hua Ho Manggis. Economics, Accounting and Business Studies class were involved. We attended a boring presentation. We got 2GB pendrives as door gifts, the only highlight of the day, beside it's awesome food. I could never emphasise enough how awesome its mee goreng was. Along with the mini pizzas and the humungous fruit tarts, as well as lovely slices of pineapple, which I don't really get to eat these days. :(

Dear bloggie, I am bored.

Dear bloggie, good bye.

>insert cliched emo title<

I hate the posters that go, "DRUGS FAIL YOU IN SCHOOL." I am utterly insulted. Why? Because I don't take drugs, yet I still fail my papers! >:/

We're doing Environment in GP. The other day we were supposed to give spontaneous presentations for some environmental terms. I got "Scarce Resources". My teacher told us to talk about anything that comes to your head. Well, the only thing that came to my head for "scarce resources" was its economical point of view. It's not that I don't care about the environment, I just don't...care. As in, it's not one of my top priorities to put paper in green bins, tins in the yellow bin, and plastic bottles in the red bin and whatever. I can dump everything in the black bin, if that's what I gotta do to save time, seeing how not all three bins are in the same place, in my school at least, unless you count tose three huge bins in the middle of nowhere, or more like, edge of civilisation. And they wonder why they find paper in the yellow bin and tins in the green bin. *rolls eyes*

Tomorrow we're supposed to create a forum among ourselves and represent a country about it's environmental problems. By now, I guess I can see that my GP class isn't exactly cooperative. This is why I don't like my GP class. Every time there is a project, damn. I don't think this one is going to be a success too.

My mum is pushing me towards a degree in Economics. I don't know, the more she talks about it, the more turned off I become. And then today, they were talking about how I could probably take a course in Autism Research thingie as well. Then I tried suggesting a Japanese language course, and then she'd say, "oh, you'll be too busy for that in Uni." DD: Right. When's my turn to decide what I want to do? Not that I know what I want to do, but um, despite my interest in Economics, I'm not good at it, so I don't think I can pursue an Economics' related career, although they're highly demanded. So they will even hire a sucky economist who doesn't even know what the hell she's talking about, just because they desperately need them?

See, this is the thing with us. We're pressured into being intelligent, go through top-ranked universities and get high-paid jobs because that's is the definition of success to them. It's hard being like that.