Hell-o dear blog.
I feel quite...I don't know. Stressed? Depressed? Err. Whatever. SOmething like that. Ramadhan started a few days ago and things are going...quite fine. Yeap, fine indeed. I'm back to my-lazy-procrastinating-self. 3 econ homework overdued. There is one holiday homework (crap...><>
So...should I continue take economics or any business-related subjects for Form six? Yeah sure, I've got another year to go...but should I? I'll decide that next year after seeing the exam questions. ANd my exam results. We'll see if I even pass my o levels next year. Shit, I might the first one in MS to ever fail her o levels. Sure, embarassing much? It might even be major news. Crap. Why did I even agree to go to MS in the first place?
Have you guys ever heard of kopnik pill or however you pronounce/spell it? My mum is making me it eat once a day. It is believed that it can burn 1kg of your fats everyday. Pish posh. Not to disappoint my mum, and since the pill cost $100++ ( ridiculous, ain't it?) along witht this herbal tea, I forced it down. Urh. It makes me feel like vomitting everytime after I eat something. And it cause my mum diarrhea. It's like...trying to limit the food you consume. SHit, this is puasa man.
I got back my bio and chem practical papers. And guess what? I failed both. Yay me. Somehow I have a feeling that I'm the only one who failed chem. Just one more mark to pass anyasy. And yeah, I;m sure that I;m gonna flunk physics too. Crap.
My mum said (yes, mum again) that I should stop sitting infront of the comp and open up a book or something. She also said that surfing the net, reading comics and listening to music is not gonna help me in my future. And that when she was my age all she did was study, study, study. Well, let's just say i didn't inherit my mum's brain or atittude or anything. I guess I'm more like my dad. My mum got straight As for her..what was it...BGCE something? That exam before o levels were introduced? Whle my dad almost flunk his. My mum is an ultimately neat person and has supersonic vision. She can see a tiny piece of paper camouflaged on the bed 50 metres away. My dad..is just plain messy. I could say that I got my mum's looks and my dad's....attitude? Wait..dad is actually quite neat compared to me. But you should look into his car. He likes peanuts and well....you know.
Anyways, the point is, studying is not my thing. Lets just say, whenever I need sleep but I couldn't...just open up a random textbook and read word by word and I'll fall into a deep slumber for sure. Yes, tried it and it worked. Best magic spell for sleeping . And it's not even magic!....wtf.
Maths test this saturday. Gotta sleep. Yeah, sleep. Not study. Like hell I'm gonna. Just wanna prove to Mrs. Jenny that this girl is not who she thinks. I mean, just because I passed the last test for A.maths and Maths D doesn't mean I've improved. Even I was surprised that I passed. Anyways. we'll see what happens la. Don't keep your hopes high.
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Thursday, September 21, 2006
*sob* hahaha *sob*
Good news and bad news. Which one first? Lets see. People likes to start with the good news first most of the time. But others usually prefer bad news first, good news later. I think I'll just go with good news first, bad news later. Just 'cos I like to disappoint myself.
And quoting my sister, rock bebeh!!
So...my practicals would obviously suck. I don't know which sucked the most. Probable all thre of them. Shit they suck like hell. In chem, titration was full of crap. I mean....when we were supposed to be focusing on the flask...somehow...I kinda.....accidentally daydreamed? And it was over excess. Lol...can't help it. Too many things were running through my head. But I can't believe it. I'm not supposed to be the one who would easily daydream out of the blue you know. Bio...hmm....i seriously do not understand the instructions. Fuck it. How do you exactly cut/slice/chop/whatever the celery huh? I mean, I'm not even aiming to be acook or whatever. But the food test was fun. The question said we were supposed to test urines. Hell. ANd I thought they were real urine. Ugh. But nah..they're not. Bio was the subject that gave the most stress. Cos Sir Bio didn't tell the exam structure and stuff. And then comes physics.........Dude. I almost cried due to confusion. Seriously, what were we supposed to find there? Well, I thank that teacher who I don't know the name...for helping! But still, it was bullshit. Oh, fun bit: during our quarantine, wtf, we weren't studying at all. Fuck, like how the hell can we study when "Scary Movie 4" was playing? Sir Azmi was too nice. Haha..but we got to release our tension, right??? Some were strugling to study, which they failed in the end.
And now, for the bad news, Abang Hisham is gone. Gooooone I tell you~!!!!!He's off to UK this afternoon and we just had to leave the airport early. Shit, he didn't even get to treat us, you know! I mean, for the first time in my life, someone so close to me is going away. So sad. And then my mum's off to UK next year as well, maybe. Not so sure. I hope not, though. So I'm not at all close to my mum, but she is still....mum. Dammit.
Agh..puasa is coming in the next few days and I need to control my bad mouth. It's just for one month riiiiiiight? Seriously, hunger is not the problem. Ok, so it's the second main problem. But me mouth ish zeee maaaaiiiinnn pr0000b. Whatever. Only one month. I will survive.
PRACS. EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!! YEAH BABY!!!!
And quoting my sister, rock bebeh!!
So...my practicals would obviously suck. I don't know which sucked the most. Probable all thre of them. Shit they suck like hell. In chem, titration was full of crap. I mean....when we were supposed to be focusing on the flask...somehow...I kinda.....accidentally daydreamed? And it was over excess. Lol...can't help it. Too many things were running through my head. But I can't believe it. I'm not supposed to be the one who would easily daydream out of the blue you know. Bio...hmm....i seriously do not understand the instructions. Fuck it. How do you exactly cut/slice/chop/whatever the celery huh? I mean, I'm not even aiming to be acook or whatever. But the food test was fun. The question said we were supposed to test urines. Hell. ANd I thought they were real urine. Ugh. But nah..they're not. Bio was the subject that gave the most stress. Cos Sir Bio didn't tell the exam structure and stuff. And then comes physics.........Dude. I almost cried due to confusion. Seriously, what were we supposed to find there? Well, I thank that teacher who I don't know the name...for helping! But still, it was bullshit. Oh, fun bit: during our quarantine, wtf, we weren't studying at all. Fuck, like how the hell can we study when "Scary Movie 4" was playing? Sir Azmi was too nice. Haha..but we got to release our tension, right??? Some were strugling to study, which they failed in the end.
And now, for the bad news, Abang Hisham is gone. Gooooone I tell you~!!!!!He's off to UK this afternoon and we just had to leave the airport early. Shit, he didn't even get to treat us, you know! I mean, for the first time in my life, someone so close to me is going away. So sad. And then my mum's off to UK next year as well, maybe. Not so sure. I hope not, though. So I'm not at all close to my mum, but she is still....mum. Dammit.
Agh..puasa is coming in the next few days and I need to control my bad mouth. It's just for one month riiiiiiight? Seriously, hunger is not the problem. Ok, so it's the second main problem. But me mouth ish zeee maaaaiiiinnn pr0000b. Whatever. Only one month. I will survive.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Anata wa hitori ja nai kara...
Yeay! My first successful....err...what do you call this thing again? Whatever it is...I like it! Except that Maki's picture is not so clear. Sad. Other than that, yeah baby! Bang bang! BANG! I got the screenshots from "Kurosagi". And yesho, yamapi is smiling! Rare view in that drama! And I realy like it!! Haha...
Friday, September 08, 2006
...If Only We Can Grow Money...T_T
Yeah, then I wouldn't have to bug my parents everytime I need money. Well....my wishlist is just filled with mangas, animes and dramas. That is all I want. It's not like im gonna huy clothes and accessories or whatever. I;m not interested in those (except for earrings) at all! And CDs and DVDs survive longer than those stuff. I mean, when buying books or whatsoever, you don't have to worry whether they'll fit you or not. *sob*
*sigh* This is my wishlist. And they are getting longer.
Bleach. (.........)
Midori No Hibi. (In search for anime, Manga Vol.2, & more volumes to go!)
Get Backers. (......Gahh. In search for anime. English version of manga too expensive.)
Fullmetal Alchemist. ( In search of anime. Planning to buy manga.)
Full Metal Panic. ( Anime Set 2. Wheeere are you?)
Samurai Champloo. ( Yes! Found the anime! Complete set!)
New additions.
Shinobi
PS2/PS3/xbox
DDR
*insert any japanese dorama/anime/manga here*
Ok...so the new additions ain't that threatening yet. Right?
To WANA:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
Although, I don't think you know my blog.
Lalalalalalalalala
I watched "Heart" with Man yesterday. Plus Qilah and her boyfriend and his three cousins. Which makes a total of seven people. The youngest cousin of all, Zizi, lol, really freaked out when Man suddenly propoesed him, maybe because his still 12 when Man's already 15. And the big HAHA is, Man said to him, "Will you be my boyfriend?" right infront of this group of guys who were woo-ing Man until she said those exact words.
The story was so damn sad. Argh, but well, to avoid crying, me and Man were like, e.g, at that one scene, the guy so his name and the girl's name carved on a tree, we were like "OMG, don't kiss the tree!" and stuff. XDDDD I don't wana spoil the story to you people. Just go watch it dammit, Irwansyah is hot.
And, at the Mall as well, I saw this Oguri Shun look-alike, with the exact same hair when he was in Hana Yori Dango. Damn hawt! Damnit. Hot.
Oh so hot. XD
I'm melting.
Need to cool myself.
Byebye.
And no, I'm not gonna repeat my byebye like lastime.
bye.
Oh, sorry, didn't mean that.
Bye.
*sigh* This is my wishlist. And they are getting longer.
Bleach. (.........)
Midori No Hibi. (In search for anime, Manga Vol.2, & more volumes to go!)
Get Backers. (......Gahh. In search for anime. English version of manga too expensive.)
Fullmetal Alchemist. ( In search of anime. Planning to buy manga.)
Full Metal Panic. ( Anime Set 2. Wheeere are you?)
Samurai Champloo. ( Yes! Found the anime! Complete set!)
New additions.
Shinobi
PS2/PS3/xbox
DDR
*insert any japanese dorama/anime/manga here*
Ok...so the new additions ain't that threatening yet. Right?
To WANA:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
Although, I don't think you know my blog.
Lalalalalalalalala
I watched "Heart" with Man yesterday. Plus Qilah and her boyfriend and his three cousins. Which makes a total of seven people. The youngest cousin of all, Zizi, lol, really freaked out when Man suddenly propoesed him, maybe because his still 12 when Man's already 15. And the big HAHA is, Man said to him, "Will you be my boyfriend?" right infront of this group of guys who were woo-ing Man until she said those exact words.
The story was so damn sad. Argh, but well, to avoid crying, me and Man were like, e.g, at that one scene, the guy so his name and the girl's name carved on a tree, we were like "OMG, don't kiss the tree!" and stuff. XDDDD I don't wana spoil the story to you people. Just go watch it dammit, Irwansyah is hot.
And, at the Mall as well, I saw this Oguri Shun look-alike, with the exact same hair when he was in Hana Yori Dango. Damn hawt! Damnit. Hot.
Oh so hot. XD
I'm melting.
Need to cool myself.
Byebye.
And no, I'm not gonna repeat my byebye like lastime.
bye.
Oh, sorry, didn't mean that.
Bye.
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Geek in the Pink
..Or rather, geek in the blue which/who/wtf happened to be me. lolololol.
Great, another day ruined, thanks to the kids. Dad decided to bring Zatul and Apis to "Jungle Gym". Just so that my maid can rest for a while...meaning, I was chosen as the not-so-sacred sacrifice to babysit them. For 2 whole hours. I know a book wouldn't be enough to fill in my time, so...I brought along my homework.
I chose to bring my chem as that was my homework with the least (but hardest) questions. I sat at a table which looked the farthest away from civilisation. Hell, the only proof of civilization in Jungle Gym is just the food counter. Ok, so my table was closest to civilisation. Like the name, it's a friggin' jungle! I was the social outcast in that place. 90% were kids. The rest are parents. And me. The only teenager there, listening to her songs and doing her homework. How sad is that? And you expect me to concentrate in that jungle?! Kids were...were...yelling...screaming...shouting...the parents were not much help. They shouted and chased after their kids and some were even cheering them for god-knows-what. Chem was seriously hard, and with all the noise, its just adding to my stress.
I decided to put my chem homework away, take out a Russell Lee book, and turned on the songs, full volume, penetrating through my ears. Muahaha. Atleast "Utakata" is better than the noise. Damn, very tiring, although all I did was....doing my homework then reading a book. Yes, very tiring indeed.
Stubborn lil shits. Damn them.
*sobs*
.....................Crayons?
Great, another day ruined, thanks to the kids. Dad decided to bring Zatul and Apis to "Jungle Gym". Just so that my maid can rest for a while...meaning, I was chosen as the not-so-sacred sacrifice to babysit them. For 2 whole hours. I know a book wouldn't be enough to fill in my time, so...I brought along my homework.
I chose to bring my chem as that was my homework with the least (but hardest) questions. I sat at a table which looked the farthest away from civilisation. Hell, the only proof of civilization in Jungle Gym is just the food counter. Ok, so my table was closest to civilisation. Like the name, it's a friggin' jungle! I was the social outcast in that place. 90% were kids. The rest are parents. And me. The only teenager there, listening to her songs and doing her homework. How sad is that? And you expect me to concentrate in that jungle?! Kids were...were...yelling...screaming...shouting...the parents were not much help. They shouted and chased after their kids and some were even cheering them for god-knows-what. Chem was seriously hard, and with all the noise, its just adding to my stress.
I decided to put my chem homework away, take out a Russell Lee book, and turned on the songs, full volume, penetrating through my ears. Muahaha. Atleast "Utakata" is better than the noise. Damn, very tiring, although all I did was....doing my homework then reading a book. Yes, very tiring indeed.
Stubborn lil shits. Damn them.
*sobs*
.....................Crayons?
Memories...
...that are meant to be thrown away. The humiliating ones. Definitely. While daydreaming during this almost-too-peaceful boring holiday, I suddenly remember this something that happens to be quite embarassing. It has something to do with a certain liquid called water. I just can not drink water. Why? It makes me high for some reasons.
Well, on that faithful day...it was one of the days when we were practicing for the japanese singing thing. It was breaktime. And, thanks to Ms.Zeiti, she supplied food and drinks to us. The drink happens to be water. NOOOOOO!!!! But, before i do get a sore throat, I forced myself to drink it.
And...I can taste coconut in the water. But that water was just plain mineral water. Could it be the taste of the minerals? Could one of the minerals actually be coconut? Oh the horrorz. Someone happened to bring Orang Range's CD, the one with Shanghai Honey. And..I think, due to excess boredom and water....I stood up, went in front of the class..and started dancing. XD I know. Very...random and embarassing.
Soon, other two people started joining me. And we dance all through the song in a very weird way. Don't ask. It was very embarassing how I actually danced with Katak. ZOMFG!!!! Gahhh.
GO away..go away....nooooooooooo...
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I got tons of homework to finish.
Maths D
A. Maths
Chem
SEE?! Tons of'em. And let me warn you, don't judge a homework by the number of subjects. Judge it by the number of questions. I'm dying.
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Me and Man was suppose to go to the mall yesterday to watch amovie. But then my dad said just watch it tommorow a.k.a today. BUt I was not in the mood and instead chatted with her over the phone, laughing over the way my dad called her in the middle of the night telling her to watch the movie tommorow. And how her dad was kinda..."menyamal"-ing for not telling him first about the movie. Dads these days....randomness attack! So, we decided to go out tommorow with Qilah plus her boyfriend plus her boyfriend's cousins. Yeah, fun, here we come!
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So when am i going to Best Eastern?? Damnnnnn...let me go! I need Ouran! I need MAR! I need TSGS! I need Vampire Knight! I need....all those stuff. Please. Or I'm gonna die ou of boredom from this holiday.
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I wanna do my homework. But my dad's sleeping in there right now because the air-cond has already been switched on by me early in the moring. I miss my room already. T_T
And no, I don't wanna do it outside my room due to the lack of coldness.
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I need sleep.
No you don't. You just want to.
I can't help it. I've got nothing else to do. Please.
NO, I CANNOT SLEEP!!!!!!!
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Byebye. Byebye. *Tuti style* XD OMG he's so hot.
XD
Oh crapiolaness attack. I wanna watch Burimyu!!!
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I love bleach so much. I need to read Chap. 242 ASAP! Or I'm gonna die out of curiosity.
Yes, it sounds so easy for me to die.
Gah.
Byebye. AGAIN> I SWEAR THIS IS THE LAST ONE> BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBEYEBEYEBEYEBEYEBEBYBEYEBEBEBYE.
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WTF...I didnt even consume any sugar today. Heck, I haven't even eaten anything. Oooh....consume. Doesnt that make me sound smart? What..I remembered drinking a tin of ice lemon tea for breakfast at 6am just now. That must be it.
Okay. Byebye. SERIOUSLY. *makes serious face*
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Well, on that faithful day...it was one of the days when we were practicing for the japanese singing thing. It was breaktime. And, thanks to Ms.Zeiti, she supplied food and drinks to us. The drink happens to be water. NOOOOOO!!!! But, before i do get a sore throat, I forced myself to drink it.
And...I can taste coconut in the water. But that water was just plain mineral water. Could it be the taste of the minerals? Could one of the minerals actually be coconut? Oh the horrorz. Someone happened to bring Orang Range's CD, the one with Shanghai Honey. And..I think, due to excess boredom and water....I stood up, went in front of the class..and started dancing. XD I know. Very...random and embarassing.
Soon, other two people started joining me. And we dance all through the song in a very weird way. Don't ask. It was very embarassing how I actually danced with Katak. ZOMFG!!!! Gahhh.
GO away..go away....nooooooooooo...
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I got tons of homework to finish.
Maths D
A. Maths
Chem
SEE?! Tons of'em. And let me warn you, don't judge a homework by the number of subjects. Judge it by the number of questions. I'm dying.
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Me and Man was suppose to go to the mall yesterday to watch amovie. But then my dad said just watch it tommorow a.k.a today. BUt I was not in the mood and instead chatted with her over the phone, laughing over the way my dad called her in the middle of the night telling her to watch the movie tommorow. And how her dad was kinda..."menyamal"-ing for not telling him first about the movie. Dads these days....randomness attack! So, we decided to go out tommorow with Qilah plus her boyfriend plus her boyfriend's cousins. Yeah, fun, here we come!
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So when am i going to Best Eastern?? Damnnnnn...let me go! I need Ouran! I need MAR! I need TSGS! I need Vampire Knight! I need....all those stuff. Please. Or I'm gonna die ou of boredom from this holiday.
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I wanna do my homework. But my dad's sleeping in there right now because the air-cond has already been switched on by me early in the moring. I miss my room already. T_T
And no, I don't wanna do it outside my room due to the lack of coldness.
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I need sleep.
No you don't. You just want to.
I can't help it. I've got nothing else to do. Please.
NO, I CANNOT SLEEP!!!!!!!
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Byebye. Byebye. *Tuti style* XD OMG he's so hot.
XD
Oh crapiolaness attack. I wanna watch Burimyu!!!
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I love bleach so much. I need to read Chap. 242 ASAP! Or I'm gonna die out of curiosity.
Yes, it sounds so easy for me to die.
Gah.
Byebye. AGAIN> I SWEAR THIS IS THE LAST ONE> BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBEYEBEYEBEYEBEYEBEBYBEYEBEBEBYE.
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WTF...I didnt even consume any sugar today. Heck, I haven't even eaten anything. Oooh....consume. Doesnt that make me sound smart? What..I remembered drinking a tin of ice lemon tea for breakfast at 6am just now. That must be it.
Okay. Byebye. SERIOUSLY. *makes serious face*
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BOO!!
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