Days

Right now, at this very moment, all my three younger siblings are playing a PSP, Gameboy, and some game device which I have no idea what to call it. If only Udin was the normal-12-year-old boy who's on the stage of puberty and stuff like that, he might be joining them. Glad he didn't. haha.

School holidays in less than two weeks. Kendo workshop in less than three weeks. I feel happy. B.Melayu ceramah in three days. Gosh. And the marks are included in the qualifying exams. WHY ARE ALL TEACHERS SO CRUEL THESE DAYS?! Ans: It's for your own good, Majdina. In the future, you will - *slaps self* Right. typical answer. Gosh. Can't they come up with anything else? Like, "I feel so depressed right now I want you guys to know how I feel!" or "I love you all, and to show that, here you goooo~"

They know MS students' malay suck. My BM teahcer says so too. And she told us how other teachers mentioned about this too. Sigh. And for theis B.Melayu ceramah, some observers are coming in. Sigh. This. Is. Life. Buahahaha. I shall do my best.

Something worth noting, our bio presentation was a success, surprisingly. No, seriously. Haha. It was a total last-minute work. We worked it out on Sunday. We did the presentation the next day. I remembered on Sunday, how we spent just a few hours on it, despite Nisa, Ani and Pey Chi coming to my house at 9.30 (on time, for that matter) and going home at five. We ate more than we worked. I served 20 doughnuts, and I ate the most. I was hungry. ANd Nisa brought some snacks, including chocies. My amid also made some orange syrup. Well, while surfing the net for researching, I suddenly had the urge to watch Happy Tree Friends. So we did. Ani was totally grossed-out, Pey Chyi was so friggin calm and looked straight into the screen, Me and Nisa, we laughed our asses off. I don't know why. Must be the stress. XD First, we felt oh so rajin to search the whole net, in the end, we relied mostly on the textbook and my beloved Wikipedia. We didn't even manage to finish the animation because their cars arrived. And the font didn't turn out good during the presentation because Sir's laptop didn't have that font.

Oh well, at least Monday set me to a good mood. Had so many rough days before that I didn't even think I could survive. But poor Nisa almost didn't come to school on that day because of a gastric attack (attack?).Must've been the food we ate yesterday. XD Doughnuts+orange syrups+cadbury chocs+Mr Potatoes+Twisties+Fried Chicken+Ayam masak merah+pepsi+water= I have no idea. But she wanted to come to school to do the presentation. That was so sweet of her. XD

Now, next presentation, BM. Gahh. Obviously this wouldnt be as good. You need the tone. The toooooone. Tch. :(


Tehehehehe, I need to finish econ. Gosh. I'm like so way behind right now.

Future?

Today, during Economics, we barely study about anything at all. Instead, we had a long and noisy debate with Mr. James about why the forest in Kalimantan is burnt down instead of cutting it down. It all started when he saw our recycling box and thought it was all hocus-pocus about recycling and how he actually tried to move our minds from being environmentalists to money-minded-ist since last year. Throughout the time, I was thinking, can't I love money and nature at the same time?

Anyway, as an economist, he supported Kalimantan burning down the forest, rather than cutting it down since they wouldn't have to think about labour and machinery costs rewuired to bring down the forest. Basically, this was what our conversation was like:-

Me: Sir! Why can't they just cut down the trees, and use them for furniture and paper manufacturing? You still get profit!
Him: Yes, but the cost of cutting down the forest exceeds the profit of making furniture, so what's the use?
Nisa: But Sir, what if they were fined?
Him: If they were fined that will be a different case! Then they'll do logging to decrease the cost
Me: What if people die because of the pollution! The smoke reaches Brunei all the time and affects us as well! Can't they be considerate?
Him: Not 'if', as a matter of fact, people have died due to the pollution caused by the fire, but since the law hasn't taken action, the companies don't care, so that's why they continue to do this!
Zirah: Wouldn't it ruin the image of that company? Surely there should be boycotts and protests about this, causing political and economical disturbance of all sorts!
Him: Yes, but unfortunately, the government, the officials haven't done anything about it yet, so while they still have the chance, they will still do it!
Me: can't they just do selective logging? Just do logging at the parts we need and leave the rest unharmed! We save money, we get profit and we clean up our environment at the same time!
Him: Yes, but that still requires money to do so! If you burn the forest, you just pour petrol, light a match, and you're done! They don't care about the environment unless it affects their social image! Like Nike, the only reason they have become environmental-friendly was because of this! People discovered they used child labour and sales decreases! To avoid that, all they need to do is to be environmental-friendly and sales are up again! It's all just like that.

The debate is just so long. I can still remember everything but I couldn't bother to type anymore. Nisa and I talked the most. I was surprisingly energetic during the debate and poured out all my ideas. Everyone was. Sir too. Surprisingly, we were quiet when the lesson started, and Mr James himself was reading very dully and we were bored. SO he decided to put the notes away and continue the debate. And well, the class was noisy again. We went from the pollution issue to millionaires who wants self-actualisation after getting the money they want and in the end, he admitted that even as businesspeople we should still care about the environment. Don't go overboard. So he finally gave up. lawl well, at least we had fun. But then someone suggested to have an actual debate, that I do not want.

Then, after everything settled down, and Mr James finally siiting down, we talked about the LiveWire Business Awards 2007. I really, really wanted to join it, and I will. I feel really motivated at the moment. because even if you don't win, you'll still get a certificate, and that certificate will help when you want to apply for schools or universities or scholarships connected to Business. Weeeeeeeee~

I think this business stuff is running in the family. Look, me grandpapa, me papa, me aunt, me uncle and me cousin, all got business! Err...yeah. My grandad and dad, not exactly business la, but they are property holders, as my dad says. Now, the nect generation, particularly Manda and me, yeah, we like Business. She takes Commerce and i take Economics, and we can helop eachother. Only Qils doesn't look like one for business though, sad.

Currently, my brain is still restless after the debate. Somehow the adrenaline is still in my blood. Wait, do they secrete adrenaline during debates? Whatever la, because right now, I'm currently having fun debating with my friends.

post#75

One of the bands I'm really into right now is *dumdumdumdum* BOWLING FOR SOUP. They really differ from Breaking Benjamin and Three Days Grace in a sense that (wtf, now i sound like this teacher of mine) Anyway, BB and 3DG, they're more into this...yeah, you know. Those stuff. Bowling for soup, they're just plain..funny. Okay, I am so not good at explaining this stuff, so yeah.

OMG SERIOUS SONG FROM BFS!

They’re vids are more usually like this XD

And I’m not exaggerating, but that last bit of Jaret’s face totally made me giggle like a girl. XD

P/S: I just can't think of a post title. So here ye go.

post #74

I am just here to announce that I am now once again free for the next few months, before I face THE qualifying exams, and then THE real exams.



...Somehow, I don't feel happy anymore. Why must I always ruin my own happiness?



Surprisingly, I got quite high marks for Maths. D that Ms. Jenny was so happy she wanted to give me a massage. 0_o ewwww talk about trying to molest her own students.... As Kuzco would put it, "Touchy no likey!"



And she was hoping that my A. Maths marks will be the same. I gave her an early warning. I hope she listens, but didn't seem like it. So, I'll just prepare for some bombing on Monday. :/ I did say I didn't want to study A. Maths, remember?



Anyway, look, look, new layout! Well, nothing much, just some edited template, and a picy of Nutty, on of the Happy Tree Fiends character. Seriously, I am now addicted once more to that show. Be aware, the show is not for under 18, but what the heck, why not! But seriously, don't show them to 10 n below! That's the true limit!

Shucks.

Just one more test to go. And it's English. And we're supposed to write a composition in one hour. The horrors. It's been a few years since the last time I wrote a decent story, and now, sigh.

So, how did my Econ and A. Maths test go? Very dreadfully, thank you very much. The stupid assembly was longer than usual, and we lost fifteen minutes. We're had to write essays for the test, which requires thinking, calculation, and most importantly, time, which we lacked. Obviously, ALL of us did not have enough time, and I didn't manage to answer two ESSAY questions, which cost 5 marks and 6 marks respectively. I did not purposely leave them unaswered, I just decided to answer other questions first, but I didn't have enough time to go back to those two questions. And I added in a lot of unnecessary crap as well. I feel so depressed.

My a.maths test? As you all know, I did not study for it, I did not care a single bit, and yes, I shall fail it. I don't care. Let her be disappointed and stuff. I don't like the topics. I don't care if I do sound selfish right now, but seriously, I've given up hope on A.Maths.

Lalalala CCA time.

Well, this time, we didn't rush wearing our hakama n gi. We took turns putting on our gi in the toilet, and went backstage to put on our hakama. Obviously, we had pants undernetah, so there was nothing to worry about. Funny thing is, while we were busy tying our hakamas, a pair of Form Two boys pushed the curtains open to grab the brooms, and saw us. Then they blushed and covered their eyes and turned away. The others didn't notice since they were behind their backs, but I did. I just smiled and told the kid, "No worries, nothing fancy to look at here," since I was the first to finish and met them again in front of the stage, where they somehow...automatically covered their eyes again. Darn adorable little juniors of mine. XD But don't worry, I'm not a pedo. But it was really funny. :D

alilaliali had new WHITE gi hakama set. And a new haircut, I think. And he looked oh so bright I thought he was some japanese girl visiting our school. I first saw him when I went out from the backstage, and almost bumped into him due to shock. XD And just so you know, I did not do it on purpose. Anyway, we had the usual training, until we had to divide ourselves into 3 rows, where each row does a "men", "do" and "kote". I obviously suck at "do", and I think the praises I got from alialiali are somehow, just automatic responses. Andandand, when I was in the "men" group, gawwwwwwd, I did something truly embarassing. As usual, I kiai-ed loud and clear, but instead of shouting "men", I shouted "do", to the amusement of my group mates, as well as some from the group next to us. Oh the horrorz. It was becaue the "do" group's kiai was so loud and I kinda, I don't know. Haha.

I don;t need to revise for English right? Well, I actually did. By reading books, since last night til now, and I have complete 2 and a half books. I read "20, 00 Leagues Under The Sea", "Great Expectations" and currently reading "Little Women". I also finished reading "Sleeping Beauty" and "the Little Mermaid" along with other compilations of stories. I know, Classics. Haha, I don;t know, I just like their language. I hope they will help inspire me for tommorow's test.

Wasting Time.

I am very worried about Economics right now. We're having the test tommorow, and the topic is very suicidal indeed. INFLATION. Since there is going to be only one topic, the paper will be harder, and as my teacher said, "we'll have to go in depth." Darrrrn.

I know I'm supposed to be studying for it right now. I am. I'm surfing the internet for additional information. But it doesn't help much. Too many words. More words and I'll be brain-dead. I wish there is some vidoes or audios. I study better through hearing, like the discussions and stuff like that. Not by reading. Sigh.

Last Sunday, I was having alot of fun. I was surfing the internet, sleeping all I want, and watched TV non-stop. At 11PM, when I felt like sleeping, I saw my textbooks. And then, I remembered, OMFG I HAVE TESTS THE NEXT DAY. So basically, I didn't revise AT ALL. And the tests on that day was of the important subjects too! Chem and Bio! But I was still too sleepy to revise. I did however, secretly went online, grabbed some notes from Sir Bio's blog (hehe..very very last minute revision indeed) and got a quick look. Just 30 mins staring at the notes, and I began to feel sleepier. So I slept. I sort of ignored chem, main because I couldn't find the notes, and the online info was so confusing. MIB, well, I just brought the book to sleep.

The results? I totally failed chem, 38%! I know..I know...I hope I learnt from my mistake lalalalala. i'm glad that Ms.Mary understood though, she didn't go kaboom when I said that I forgot all about the tests. I still don't know about my MIB results, although I was relieved to find what I mostly read came out on the paper. MOST. So basically, some still missing. And Bio, unexpectedly, I passed. And the marks was higher that my previous tests. So it was kind of shocking. Still low for O levels standard, but dude. I didn't do any revision except for the 30-minute staring! So, I guess I deserved it. Most of the answers were cited from memory too.

Then, comes the maths D test. Mensuration. BWAHAHAHAHA. I shall totally flunk that one. The questions required thinking. I was sleepy and didn't want to think too much. Time wasrunning out. What did I do? I answered everything, crappily. I didn;t know how I did. Hah.

Oh well, 3 more to go. Wish me luck. Oh, tommorow, after Econ, we have A.Maths, and I plan to fail that paper because I'll fail anyway. I hate the topics.

Story.

I used to know this guy when I was in Form 2. Yes, form 2, when I was still a naive and innocent little girl. He was a Form 4 guy from some other school. How did we get to know each other? Well, a spoonful of the common, stereotypical twist of fate and a pinch of peer intervention. XD I can't go into much detail about that. Simply because I have forgotten majority of the facts and I might end up adding some "Lies" frosting to this whole cake.

So anyway, he was a fun guy, we texted eachother alot, especially when I was bored. But one day, [...BE VERY PREPAREDDDDDDDDDD...] He said he liked me. Of course, being the little kid with not even a need for romance, I thought he was joking. Then he said that yes, he was joking. So we moved on to other stuff. Then the next few weeks, he said that he actually liked me liked me. And this time he was serious. I said that I'm still too young ( :P, main reason was i've never seen him before) So again, we moved on to different stuff and I thought his feelings were gone already. He started calling me these so-called sweet names which of course my young brain at that time would react with "OMG COOTIESSSS!" But I pretended to play cool while I laughed my ass off when I showed his messages to Lynn. I am so evilll, now that I think about it. Someway or another, few months later, he sent me this very solemn message, saying that we should break up. I was so shocked. Why? Because I didn't even realise we were in a relationship before that! I thought those name-callings were just freidnly gestures, and the "I Lo** You"s are just meaningless and he was just playing around. I responded, pretending to sound sad, and we "broke up". I cannot believe I was that dense at that age! XDDD

We were "still friends" though. Besides, at that time, he was already 17, and I was still 13. Ya know, at that age, I supposed I still considered that as pedophilia. So, blablablablabla skipskipskip. Now, the "Lies He Made To Me" Part. One, he was in an accident and was in a critical condition. Found out from his friend that he as as healthy as a pampered princess. Second lie, he was dying of some unknown disease and as his last will he wanted me to say the sacred "143" phrase, something I've never said to him before. Lalalalala again, found out from his friend, the same thing. Well, he never knew that I knew, and I kept avoiding that request of his.

Anyway, along the course of our time, we "broke up", "got back" and "byebye forever" quite a few times. It was normally his fault, I never did anything. I just went with the flow, and mostly keep it cool. Oh yeah, something worthy to note, during one of our "fights", where I was only defending my point of views, he apparently threw his phone away, and his big sis found out. The big sis tried to fill in the "peacemaker" role, trying to calm me down, to make me hopefully understand him, and some other "big sis trying to comfort her little brother" stuff. After that, we were back on track.

Years have passed now, and it has been few years since we last contacted eachother. The last time was somewhere in 2005, when he was already 18, and he made a promise to bring me out somewhere during the school hols woth his newly-acquired driver's licence. I was all "Oh. Sure. Whatever." Obviously, the day never came, we didn't contact eachother anymore, and I assumed he was dead from the unknown disease of his.

Why am I even talking about this? Well, mainly because during the last few days, in this year, 2007, he misscalled me, after years of silence. My first thought, "Oh, he's alive." Anyway, I didn't xpet him to remember me. I thought there are other fishes in the sea, other stars in the sk, other kambings in the kandang (quote taken from Aku No.1 XDD). And he's alredy 21 this yea, while me, sill 15 gong on 16. See the diffrence?

I didn' reply his misscall.

So, that's the end of my so-called love story. XD And I didn't even reciprocated his feelings. Poor dude.

In case you guys still remember him, yes, it wa that son of a bastard AK. I don't remeber his full name.

Laaaa~

I departed from home yesterday at apporximately 2.15PM. As usual, Qils was acting gay, I was avoiding her, Man busy with ehr phone ect. And Qil's friends did come. So it was 7 of us.

As expected, we didn't get to watch Spiderman 3 yesterday. Why? 'Cos man was so sure that the cinema will be quite empty by now since the show has gone on for almost a week, so she didn't book the tickets. It turned out to be full. HAHA

We ended up watching '28 Weeks Later', sequel to '28 Days Later'. And fickin hell man, it was gory! We were up close to the screen too! Well, not so close, wouldn't be comfortable, but close enough. More than enough. The story was overall good. The ending was sort of "whaaaaaaaa....?!" But other than that, it was sort of sad too. I want to find the soundtrack! Must find it! Can someone please help me?

After that, while waiting for Excapade to open, we walked aimlessly around the mall, like any other common teens *coughpoklencough* normally would. And I also made three new emo friends! XD It was weird, though. Seriously nothing to be proud about, I know. haha

Then, Excapade was finally open, and all 7 of us ordered Sushi which all total up to $63.95, and that was after discount! It was crazy, everyone had to pay up $10 each, with my sis topped it all up with an exact amount of $3.95! LOL, we let her pay the least 'cos she's like, the youngest. 12 yrs old. XD

After thatm, the happiness was abruptly gone when one of us turned moody. Who? Can't tell. It was Qil's friend. Why? Can't go in detail. But lets just say this. "What does it feel like to see the ex-girlfriend that you still love, going out, with another GIRL?!" C'mon, the poor dude was technically beaten by a girl. We walked back to the mall in silence, and he ended up locking himself up at the emergency staircase. Okay, so he didn't lock himself, but well, we tried to calm him down, and it was over. We were once again happy little kids roaming around the mall until it was 8pm. Then, Man's dad picked us up at McD's after I got my autistic bro, Udin, his favourite strawberry milkshake.

I arrived at home, it was totally later than I thought, but my mum was cool about it. My dad was not at home, so I was safe. But it turned out that Udin was the one mad because I got home late. Lol good lil bro of mine *pats* After giving him his milkshake and ahug, he was all good. Spoilt brat. XD

It was an OK day. No "This is gonna be like, the best day of my life *squeal*" or "I hate this day. Worst. Day. Ever." Nothing fun. Lalala.

Hi. I'm bored.

So, today is Thursday. And school was fickin cruel. They cancelled CCAs and extended lesson periods. Why? Because the Form 1s, 2s and 4s are facing mid-year exams. Who got the consequences? The Form 3s and 5s. These poor people just had to face the faces of evil (a.k.a teachers) for another 30 minutes each time. If only the subjects today were interesting, I wouldn't have minded. In case you're wondering, we had Econ, A.maths, and English today. Psssssh.

Fun thing was when I got home at noon, but instead of heading home, we went to Manda's place. Why? To have a so-called surprise birthday party. Okay, so it was sort of a surprise, 'cause Man was pleasantly surprised, but our Gramps' long long talk sort of made the excitement run away as the candles melted completely one by one. Qil dropped by from her school since it was lunch break along with her three friends, until they had to go back to school at 1.30.

And I just remembered, Man was planning an outing tommorow at...where else? Mall. I seriously did not want to go, thinking about my state of finance, and I am also getting tired of the "G-town's" Mall. If anything, I'd love to avoid going to that place. Seriously. We were supposed to have a picnic tommorow at some beach. But somehow plans changed and we ended up planning to get tickets to Spiderman 3 and after that, stop at Excapade to eat some sushi. Seriously, nothing that makes me enthusiastic. I look forward to NOTHING on the list. Especially with Qil bringing her "boo" along. Gahhh. I shall be going into another fit of depression tommorow, like I always do every time we "hang out" at the mall.

...wow. So many air quotes huh?

Poor Man though, her "boo" is in UK. Hmmm. And mine? ...Nowhere. I'm still alive, breathing and kicking anyway even without 'em.

So yeah. I just need about 20 bucks...which is sort of hard 'cos this means I have to ask my parents for that. One reason why i don't like going out unless someone is there to support me.

Oh well,

Happy 16th birthday, Man.

I can't believe you're so old already.

And to think That I'll be reaching that age in a few more months.

As Faiqa would put it, "Scary Maryyyyyy." Emphasize on the R. XD

Seriously.

I didn't have a chance to use the computer yesterday. Not even for 15 mins because someone elese keeps on using it. And my dad said, "Less computer" not "no computer", so I still want to use the comp.

Anyway, two days ago was Kaza's and Khai's birthday. I greeted Kaza early in the morning and...guess what? I gave Khai some Cadbury chocs, grande size, which totally made my classmates go wild. They were like "OMG Maj, did you just give Khai some chocssssssss?!" "So the secret admirer is named Maj eh?" And stuff like that. I tried explaining, but obviously they couldn't hear me with all that woo-ing and screaming. What I kept on trying to say to them is, "It was from Riku! *looks at Khai* With nowhatsoever meaning!" Oh yeah, one thing for sure, Khai's ears were like...red. Like it was stung by a bee, except it's not sore. Just plain red. It was a funny sight. And yet after that, some still did not believe I was only the messenger.

And I forgot to give a shoutout to them.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, KHAI!

&

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY, KAZA!

Ah yes, belated, that is.

And yesterday was thursday. We had quite a fun activity during Economics. We were divided into four groups, or countries, with two "rich countries" and 2 "poor countries". I was paired up with Faiqa and Azeef (gahh, very bad combo) Faiqa was being pancky, Azeef was being sarcastic, and I was being...well, I was trying to calm myslef down. We had to cut out shapes and sell it to the trader. And the shapes had to be accurate, or we wouldn't get the money. We were the poor country so the supply we got was only papers and pencils, no scissors or ruler or anything. It was hard, but we managed to "purchase" scissors and ruler from another trader. We lost, since we were only able to collect only 650 pounds while the other countries...thousands. Hahah darn them.

Now next up, the Kendo time! Besides alialiali, Yazin came too, and along with another new senpai, Mazlee. It was also the first time during training that Muafah, Kaza and I wore the hakama and gi. But Pinji had to go home :( No fun. The three of us were in a hell of a hurry wearing the clothes, and apparently,I didn't properly tie my hakama, so it fell off. Well, not entirely off, haha, but the knots loosen up and well, haha. Anyway, small problem. We also learn hiki fumikomi (reverse leap) and hiki men (reverse head cut) which was friggin complicated when combined together. Me no likey. Made me cry inside to no end. And I had to be paired up with a boy because the others were taken. The balls of my feet hurt like hell. Yeah, weell, everything was sorta hellish that day. Haha. And I had to sit in the boy's line after that because we just can't move away. Not that I cared about that. But I was sitting directly in front of the senpais. And we had to do 70 hayai suburi because well...the common tiny-weeny mistakes we would normally made. Well, one good tyhing is we didn't do up to 85! Oh yeah, apparently that guy can't count because it was originally 60 hayai suburi, which he decided to add 10 more to! KERAZIE bah eh. Seriously, now alialiali reminds me of Cikgu Mizah. Which is not good because obviously Cikgu Mizah is much more fun than him. Her punishments are fun too. Made me looking forward to punishments tia pulang.

After that, I had no time to change back to my PE clothes as I rushed to the lecture theatre for my Japanese Language class. Where we did nothing since the notes were not printed out yet. But others, especially Anis were very excited to take a picture with someone in a hakama. Whaddaheck. One way to becoming an instant celebrity. Nitta-sensei called me 'kakkoi(cool)' too. XD But Lylah called me "Kawaii(cute)." Shuttup Lah.

Then, from the 'basement' I walked up three storeys in my hakama, (very hard by the way, I kept on tripping, man, so dangerous) up to Kaza's class. I'm glad Anis was there to help me carry my stuff. In Kaza's class, we resumed our kendo training (yes, we couldn't get enough of it) after Kaza changed back into her hakama. We tried doing the hiki men and hiki fumikomi on our own, still, so complicated, especially with the tiled floor, it hurts! Heck, I could get cut, man! Note that during that time, I was still wearing my hakama, and that Kaza's class is not airconditioned, so I was somehow, really really sweating. I was about to wipe my sweat when I realised that what I was about to do was the same like my friend's crush. I won't mention her name, and I also won't mention the crush's name here, 'cos I've been mentioning it alot. Kaza was busy at that time, so I called out, "Kaza, Kaza, who do I look like?" Then I seiza-ed, took off my glasses, wiped my sweat on the forehead with my sleeve, and pushed my hair back. Kaza's reaction? She laughed like hell and couldn't concentrate after that. It was a sad thing this friend of mine was not there. Oh yeah, like I said, I cut my hair few days ago, fresh with bangs, and lol yes. Hmm, to those who have seen him would've guessed who. Also in Kaza's classroom, I wasn't wearing tudong and didn't clip my hair to the back. Made Kaza go more crazy laughing and not concentrating. Like when we were practicing kiri kaeshi, we had to look into the opponent's eyes and because of that she didn't strike well, had this queer smile on her face and her eyebrows were...crooked? And Kaza agreed with Anis that I look like a guy without my glasses and also because of my hair XD She also asked me why am I doing this, as a girl, to other girls. Then I replied, "It's my reason for living, to freak innocents girls like you out!" And yes, she does freak out alot around me. Haha. And then the friend of mine came at around 3.30, and I did the same, wondering if she can then guess who I was imitating. Now, HER reaction? A HUGE grin and a monotonous tone saying, "Shut up, Maj."

Hmm, my kendo spirit is finally back on track, because during the one-week of kendo absence, it felt so horrible. So friggin sad and miserable. Seriously man. And everytime my mind tells me to at least play a little bit with my shinai, suddenly I found something else to do. It's just like me and homework, wehre I want to do homework, but then I found something better to do! But no worries, everything is pacing just fine. Fuhhhh.

Guess what? My arms aren't sore from the hayai suburi! Yay! But...my right arm is sore like hell, mainly because of becoming the shitachi(defender). I need to hold up the shinai until 20 cuts are over, all with one hand only! And the lower part of my left leg is somewhat cramped. I can't walk without looking like I'm limping. Must be because we did too much chuudan no kamae yesterday or because we didn't the first few parts of the junbi taisho(warm-up). :(

Hmm, always sore everytime after kendo. Whywhywhy?

Ehem. Love.

My dad finally arrived in Brunei yesterday, at 8.25pm. And wow, I thought he only brought back 2-3 baggages and that the rest was my aunt's, turned out, he brought back a trolley-ful of bags, a.k.a 7 huge baggages. And I seriously don't know how many of those went into the excess baggage.

He bought loads of stuff, for me, and iPod Nano, for Azzah PSP, for Zatul some cool-looking camera/game gadget. But that's not the important part anyway. Why? Because after that, I realised there was something obviously much cooler than an iPod...a whole baggage of chocolates. You name it, Patchi, Cadbury, *blablablainsert arab choc brands here*! It was a very beautiful sight. It was like love at first sight, where you just can't take your eyes off that one person, or in this case, a bag of chocolates, for even one second.

All this with a promise that I won't be using the computer for more than an hour. Wel, it is a fair deal.

I love you, daddy. XDD